Hoping to find you at the bottom of this drink
Hoping to turn around and suddenly see you walk in
But truth is your a thousand miles away with no intentions of loving me
You are going to wake up next to her and tell me you love me tomorrow
Broken heart, I wear it on my sleeve
I pound this 40 like a gangsta
And cry like a baby
But this love was never enough for me or I would have never left but I got tired of being hurt
And you got tired of saying sorry
Knowing you could never change you kept lying to my face
I walked away but my heart stayed with you and you moved on so easy
But I was the smooth one

It hurts months later
stings with every lie
hopes with every word
Its foolish and reckless
Some don’t believe it exist
Others live for it
Is it real or is it fake?
It makes you brave
It makes you fearful
What can love not do
It rages in my soul
i feel it in my throat
And right behind my eyes
In the songs I hear and in the poems that I write
Within every word
I pour the pain its caused
What is love ?