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Oct 2017 · 182
Poetry
Beda Flores Oct 2017
"The way i speak is writing
I hide in the shadows
When the sun comes up
I barely speak
I know
I can't hide Forever
Reality is my imagination
People speak in different ways
Not everyone is the same
I speak in the way of poetry and you speak in the way you want to "
Oct 2017 · 202
A mother
Beda Flores Oct 2017
"This is poem  deciated to a all mothers or soon to be mothers
A mother is such a special honor
Your brining a tiny joy of life
A new son or daughter who will bring joy to you and all the people in the world a child is not a mistake it is a gift it is a part of you , who can't wait to meet you it is the happiest moment of your life because once you bring a child into the world once you see that smile you will see how happy you made this child happy by being its mother and bestfriend"
Oct 2017 · 418
BestFriend My Sister
Beda Flores Oct 2017
"When you are sad just remember
Life get's better
If it doesn't
Than i am there
You're not my bestfriend
You're my sister
You're the reason why i never give up in life
Even though we don't talk
I still remember the old days
We're we didn't have worries
We we're kids just trying to live life
You're the reason why i am happy
And i will be the reason why you're happy
Don't end life just because one thing goes wrong
Because one negative always brings a positive I love you and i always will sister"
Oct 2017 · 119
Thought
Beda Flores Oct 2017
Clearly i thought
I could be happy
But i can't
Clearly i cry
Because i know im broken inside
Clearly i want to die
But i already did
Oct 2017 · 174
Granted
Beda Flores Oct 2017
Think about life
How we take things for granted
Even though we shouldn't we still do
Why is that
That's my question
Oct 2017 · 159
Depression
Beda Flores Oct 2017
Does anyone know im broken
Or are you guys just blind
Clear all i do is cry
So im just waiting to die
I'll be happier
But i know deep inside i won't die because im already dead inside
So for all i know I'll be dead when every one else is alive having a life with out me
Oct 2017 · 121
Stay
Beda Flores Oct 2017
"Darling can't you see
I'm no good for you
I guess it's true
But i still need your love
You leave me with hope
Your all need
This is love
It's clear to see
Telling me it's over
Doesn't help
Won't you stay with me
Cause your all i need
This is love its clear to see"
Oct 2017 · 171
Broken
Beda Flores Oct 2017
I'm shatterd
I'm broken
I can't be fixed
I know that
Pieces of me are everywhere
Im like a glass
So sensitive that if you let it go it will
Break and soon you will regret letting go
me who you shatterd into broken pieces with your hands
Oct 2017 · 151
Demon
Beda Flores Oct 2017
The demon inside her
can no longer be controlled
she is crying for help
but all she hears is silence
people don't hear her
she askes for help
but all she get's is nothing
because the truth is
i am the demon
Oct 2017 · 134
Love
Beda Flores Oct 2017
My parents love
is more then just love
it is
farther  then the moon to the stars
farther than the beating to the heart
it is rare and special
it is more then just love
it is powerful and strong
it is their happiness
that makes me want to believe that
love is just more than the darkness to the light
Sep 2017 · 98
Unique
Beda Flores Sep 2017
"Since i was little
I was odd
Out of this world
Out of the box
But as i got older
I appreciated it
no matter
what people said
i knew
being myself was the best
gift i could ever get"
Sep 2017 · 131
Crying
Beda Flores Sep 2017
"I don't cry
i hide my feelings deep inside
because then i know i won't cry
because with my smile
i know i'm broken inside"
Sep 2017 · 136
Hope
Beda Flores Sep 2017
"The hope you gave me
Was what i needed
Because when we met
I was hoping we met
But i lost you
I let you go
Why
Now that your gone
What was the point having hope
If i had already lost you from the beginning"
Aug 2017 · 175
Crushed
Beda Flores Aug 2017
"Since i was little
I believed i could do anything
As i got older i knew i couldn't
I put my self down
Before anybody could
I hurt myself before anybody could
I knew reality wasn't the same as my dream
But most of all i let all those dreams go
Before people said i couldn't accomplish them"
Aug 2017 · 156
Darkeness
Beda Flores Aug 2017
"Everyday there's less light soon the darkness will overcome me and then what will i have the light in me is going off little by little and no longer can i hide that their is no hope no feelings no happiness all that was lost a long time ago but soon i will fade in the world of darkness known as reality"
Jun 2017 · 177
lost
Beda Flores Jun 2017
"I lost you forever
I guess i deserve it
but why
why did you hurt me
if you didn't like me
why
you called me trash garbage
every thing you said is true
but why
why do this to me
you said you were just playing around
but i knew you weren't
now i lost you
for my mistakes"
Apr 2017 · 200
Courage
Beda Flores Apr 2017
"This is a poem about me
i hope you like it
i don't have hope
i lost when i was little
but i found what gave me hope
it's writing
it's a way for me to escape reality
to go into a mythological world
and i found my passion
i hope you you guys can see
that there's more than just a girl
sitting on a computer
its more than that
it's a girl whose writing
her feelings out
telling the world what she feels
in a way no one can understand
besides her
let me have hope
in this mythological and real world
that all i ask for"
Courage and Kindness
Mar 2017 · 195
Perfect is what you are
Beda Flores Mar 2017
"I don't look for perfect i look for you
You have me on knees begging for you
i learn from you and you learn from me
you make me dream that someday i will be your's
i want to tell you every time i think of you
it makes me sad that i don't have you"
Mar 2017 · 180
Heartbroken
Beda Flores Mar 2017
"You leave with out saying goodbye
At night i suffer dreaming of you
My love i don't want you to leave
tell me the truth why did you break my heart
did i fail you i'm sorry i just tried to help you"
Mar 2017 · 171
Had you then lost you
Beda Flores Mar 2017
"I hate you but I love you
I see you and I want you
I get you then I lose you
I want you but I don't have you
Because I lost you"
Mar 2017 · 192
Unloved
Beda Flores Mar 2017
"I'm in love with you
But your inlove with my bestfriend
Now I feel unloved"
Mar 2017 · 370
Not a care in the world
Beda Flores Mar 2017
"you see me sad you don't care
you see me suffer and you don't care
you see me cry you don't care
but if i see you suffer or cry i care
but i guess theirs not a care in the world for you and me"
Mar 2017 · 444
Why
Beda Flores Mar 2017
Why
"I know that you love her
but why
why wont you admit you have feeling for her
why
i know you'll hurt me but i still want you
why
i look off and i stare than i see you
why
But most of all why do i care so much"
Mar 2017 · 289
I am
Beda Flores Mar 2017
" I am poem"

"I am kind and smart
I wonder about life
I hear the laughter of others
I see the kindness in everyone
I want to be true to myself
I am kind and smart"

"I pretend I'm a bird
I feel sad and destroyed
I touch the things i have broken
I worry about my family
I cry when i think about death
I am kind and smart"

"I say I'm fine but I'm not
I dream that i will be happy one day
I try to believe that I'm worth it
I hope people could see that I'm kind
I hope my friends can forgive me
I am kind and smart"

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