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I keep trying to push you away,
But it's like you won't let me....
I wish that I could just disappear
and you would just forget me,
Forget me like I never existed,
I wish i could block you like a call that's restricted...
It's so hard for me to keep my head up at times,
I'm just angry and so fed up at times.
I feel so ashamed,
Guilty for all the times I allowed you
to call me out my name.
Embarrassed from all the bruises
and the scars i have endured.
I'm praying and crying for a better tomorrow.
But I guess it is what it is,
I just hate that it all had to come to this.