Beatrix Green

Beatrix Green Mar 2014

The end

I'm fine
I'm fine without you
I know it's sad but
I don't love you anymore, because you don't love me
even if you wish it

Maybe you think that I can't understand
but I just want to see you happy
with or without me
And my old love perhaps will return
But I don't want this

I want a new real love
without sufferance
Like the last one
Oh heart, why you're so hard?
Love does ask nothing.

Farewell David

Beatrix Green Mar 2014

Tears of doubts

I cry
I never cry for films
sometimes I cry for books
Anyway I cry
I'm crying

maybe you think that I'm just complaining
But the problem is the question,
that is "WHY?"

Tears of what?
I don't know at what my tears are due to

I think they're for the happiness found in his love
or maybe they're for the nostalgia of the liar,
who stole my love, times ago
And now I'm in my lake of tears, situated
in my middle earth, full of doubts, suffering and
heavenly happiness at the same time.

Oh I need a help
I ask for saving myself
I pray to my love but I'm thinking
about the liar

Therefore I die in the extremely wide, deep and
putrid lake in the
middle earth of my middle heart.

Beatrix Green Mar 2014

the Time: our historical enemy

It was a rainy day for me
I done your number when you were sleeping
and you replied me like the world was keeping
our promise, our love

I held your hand farther me
and you embraced it, even if it were cold
because our narrow hands never ends to hold
our promise, our love

I touched your chest infantilizing me
and you watched me asking why
so I tell you're the most precious thing existent while
I look at you hopeless, but in love
with you.

*Forever.

time is our enemy: it pass too slowly for our love and too quickly for our words.

Beatrix Green Mar 2014

Speechless

Can't live without you.
I can't live without you. You're my light, my life,
you are everything of that is made my existence.
I love you...

There are no words to vocalize what I feel. I give away
all of them with my heart... My heart is full of you...
Only of you... You filled it entirely
of your marvelous, sublime,
heavenly essence. No, I could never live without you,
I swear.

Beatrix Green Mar 2014

Future

Endless fear of
weakness
in the heaven.

Beatrix Green Mar 2014

He's my mad endless raving

escape far far faaaaaaaar away from here
stop to destroy
learn to love
because the greatest thing you'll ever learn (if you'll learn this..... And I doubt....) it's just to love and be loved in return
but you're too lost to understand, to create and to forgive or still hope
Alas... Please leave away from others..... Justice is mine, now.

I wrote this when I "opened my eyes", even if I was wrong (I deem).

Beatrix Green Mar 2014

She deceived me

Everything was ceased and now there's a limit, a border. I don't want borders,
you're infinite

imperfectly perfect, since it an excellence like yours
wouldn't be flawless, being so, because
it's imperfect and then concrete and
more the perfect things are real
more they don't seem so,

contrariwise, the perfect excellence can not be
true and enthrall us,
but it isn't like the defective imperfection
that appear us celestial.

Understand me

I am "She" in the title. Because I deluded myself, and it's like unless I was the same girl that now can admit this... I don't know how else explain my concept