I sit awake brain racing like sea biscuit,
Lost in the darkness where demons lie an wait listening,
People looking in think I got a ***** missing,
Not knowing what pain I keep inside an the times I fell victim,
But if they would ask a simple question how are you feeling?,
They would be able to watch my movie with no intermissions,
Lost in a world where men wanna be feminine an everybody snitching,
I can't take it it's all fake I just wanna hop on a cloud an float away,
But that's a dream so I lift my head an live day by day...

Hour by hour
Night by night,
I lay awake in my bed
While demons fight in my head,
What is sleep,
It seems to be a myth
A God I prey too ,
My head races stuck on a loop
Myself the only person to talk to,
What is sleep,
Eyes so heavy body drained
See shadows on the wall dancing,
See This world is different at night,
There's something darker then the darkness,
You hear the lil voices starting,
What is sleep,
Days without sleep bring you closer to death,
That's why you see an hear the ones that never left,
Scared of dreams an scared to be awake,
You just wait for day break to escape from this place,
The sad thing is only hours later you'll visit again..