You say trust me...
You ask me to trust you
You say love me
You ask me to hold you
You meet him at our hours
You ask me to forgive you
You say trust me...
You lie, you plan, you pretend
You are calculated and deep
You say i love you all the time
Your smile could mean a dagger in a moment
You have made a mockery of the word Love
Your lie's get grander every-time
Yet it breaks my heart to hear you spill it
You ask me to trust you...You say trust me

You know what? ***** that!!!
I'll trust and take my chances with 4 hungry Lions at dinner
Than risk the trust you define and ask of.

Eyes closed thoughts far and suddenly a smile….
Strawberry Almond Cream ****
That's what I always imagine your lips would taste like
Chocolate Sorbets with scented blueberry dip
This is the taste of your skin in my head
Oh your body, oh your body, oh your body
But an ocean filled with so many mysteries
Who am I not to explore and discover the treasures within?
Drips of Irish Cream on the rocks
Dripping on your navel down to your golden throne
My lips darting after it nice and slow, for I dare not let a drop slip away
The thoughts of your moans making songs so beautiful
Why keep them hidden from both our ears and sense
Bodies ravaging in desire with defiance and no boundaries
For so long we would have no idea where we are
Let me ask you? would tonight be our night???
Let me make a woman of you the way a real man should.

Hurt
It hurts..Yes it does… **** it hurts
Never thought it could touch me, always felt I had it covered
But lol… just realized I am the game in this game of throne
Eyes shut, Thoughts screaming!!!, Ears numb, Feet cold…
It’s a Monday morning and the Sun is already screaming!!!
Is it me or does everywhere feel creepy…
Wait….take a step back, let me think again
The Sun is not that vengeful
The sky is not that gloomy
My car is not that shady
The rains are far from falling
So why do I feel so dreadful
It’s just a bright Friday morning
I think it’s you that I’m mourning
And it hurts to know you could do this
Hurt…It hurts..yes it does..**** it hurts…..

You recieve that look with it's evil smirk on it's face
While the kiss of death is gently placed on your head
Your smile says its okay like it's any normal day
But the mind is filled with anger, loath and sad
Why wish tomorrow when death is just a knock away
Is that commmon sense or just shear stupidity of a dream
This hell i live in is just the start of my day