That time when we walked on the beach line
At midnight

We couldn't see anything
But feel our hands touching
And hear each other's voices
That's all we needed at that moment
Nothing else in the world mattered
As long as they were there
Everything was so beautiful

For when they held my hand
My hand was holding the world

You made the darkest places shine brightly
With your warm voice
And beautiful eyes
You were a star in my eyes
A star now lost in the sea

I hope to see you again and shine with you

In every heartbeat, — Ariel

A simple, but heavy text
A message you want, but can't send
A message you can't describe with words
If you could, you'd explain everything
But without saying anything at all

For hours, you look for words
Picking the right things you wanna say
Thinking that if you say the wrong thing
Even the smallest thing
The sky would fall apart

That message waited deep in your heart
Waiting for you to express it
And the moment you sent it
Everything became so calm again
Your heart wasn't heavy anymore
You felt like home
A home you thought was destroyed, came up so pretty
So pretty everything else seemed meaningless
Everything you could see at that moment was

The sea.

Your first time feeling love
It's an amazing feeling
A feeling you'll never forget
And when you look back at it
Only then, you can truly realize
How much they meant to you
How different they were from everyone else

Even after years have passed
You can still look at your first love and think
"It was stunning".

Even though you had so many problems to solve
And so many things to go through
You made it work so well
You should be proud.

She wasn't just a girlfriend, she was your first love,
Your safe place,
Your warmth,
Your home.

It's not only about being loved, it's about feeling truly held
Like a child in the arms of someone who makes the world feel soft again.

That feeling of being protected, of being loved without question
It's something I hope everyone would be able to go through
Something truly beautiful


You were the first bloom in my garden of dreams,
A love so pure, it danced with the stars.
And even when seasons change and we part,
Your name will linger like a melody in my heart.

-Ariel

The last time

You didn't know this time would come

The time when you won't see them ever again

This thought haven't even crossed your mind

And now

You're alone again.

Thinking that maybe if you explained yourself better

Or used the right words

It would have never come to an end

So you leave this "end" open

Not being able to let go

Because

How can you let go of what you once saw everything in?

Their brown eyes were reminded you the coffee you couldn't go without in the morning

Their presence made the stars shine brighter

But when you think this way

Do you also think if this is what you deserve?

A person who truly loves you

Won't need you to explain yourself better

Because your words will mean everything for them

And they'll do everything to have you by their side

Just like

You.


Don't let love lower your worth

The right one will see the world in you

Just like you see the world in them

And nothing will stop your love from flowing

Not a single thing

In every heartbeat, — Ariel

At times when it hits you.

After you thought you were over it.

You see them again.

Your loved ones.

Only the thought of them makes your world go dark, And your heart crawl with sadness.

But Why should it affect you in a bad way?

After all they were once everything to you.

Not only your love, but your home, a "Safe Place", where everything else would go silent.

Nothing else would matter as long as you were together.

They were your "world".

And yet.

You let all that love turn into anger.

But why do you feel that anger?

After all this time, that anger still remains in you.

And it hurts you, badly.

Maybe because this pain is the only connection you have with your love.

The love that you could never let go off.

The person that you once saw your world in.

Does not exist anymore.

And you won't find that love again.

Even not in the same person.

So why bother keep going?

What's the point of working on your dreams, If they're not beside you?

The dreams that you promised to fulfil for them, Standing by your side.

They lost their "weight", They lost their "meaning".

But what if we look at it in a different perspective?

What if for them, we make these dreams come true?

We show them their love didn't make us fall, but rise.

Even though they might never know you achieved these goals.

It's for the love that YOU hold for them.

The love that you couldn't express.

Make yourself proud.

Make THEM proud.

Don't give up.

Love will find you.

In every heartbeat, - Ariel.