I’m not used to this type of feeling
Marble on the floor
Starlights with golden flakes in the ceiling
It’s hard to explain this feeling I’m not whole
But the glass isn’t half full
I’m somewhere in the middle of that
I’m not in the projects but I’m still not middle class
I don’t know if I feel like I don’t deserve it
I don’t know if I feel like I haven’t earned it
**** it I’m here might as well enjoy the longevity
Before I know it
Boom!
It’s just a just a memory
I’ve felt like I was loosing my serenity
Now
I need to pick where I place my energy
I don’t pray like I should but I know something is guiding me
Like I got an eagle eyes view
Of me floating down on river sticks
An out of body experience
How do I master this
How can I freeze it and own it
So it never escapes
How do I recall how I felt at that time in that place
Why do I chase something that isn’t even real
Why do I care if I have an audience and the mass appeal
Because I feel if you’re not respected then you have no power
See, the balance of that is a delicate flower
I don’t crave to rule Either
I just wanna be free
I would never ask you to not be you
So please can I just be me

In a halfway house
Not even half way there
Classic
Overthinking
And under prepared
I blew it
The opportunity was given
Like a gladiator in a colosseum
He emerged victorious
But they still allowed the lions to eat him
NOW! That’s what I call the belly of the beast!
You wonder why I rock triple 6’s all over the Fleece.
I’m at war with peace
I’m just trying to get a piece
But when the cookie crumbles
The rats choose to feast
You are a plague
And I wish your sickness a disease
Genocide to your genes
Dismantle your pedigree
Abolish thy
Your an aborigine with a botched knee
Time is of the essence
And change comes chronological
They say there is no rules in love and war
But it’s a spectator sport
rules of engagement
Haha...
don’t get divorced
Now let the chaos ensue
As your bloodline betrays you
Back stabbed and casted out to the sea
You claimed god status but posidan would disagree
And now everything you hate about you is reflected inside of me
A prism inside of a prison
We’re the occupants make the rules
I’m not locked in here with you
You’re locked in here with me you fool

A singularity is therapy
A circulation of serenity
A shared sequence of someone else's integrity

To fully understand an others perspective
A Mind set of silver able and willing to reflect it
Intellectual radar that can always detect it
But you differentiate explaining every sentence

But there's one thing no one could mention
If you don't posses this feeling its beyond recollection