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Ayeglasses Mar 2021
It is not with the palm of my hand,
nor the skin pressed against it.
I crumble under the worry that is the bones -
it’s the bones that cannot stand the weight.
Ghosts in the Machine. Message free.
Ayeglasses Dec 2020
The crackle of an old tape makes for a clear memory,
a boy I haven't seen in a long time. He looks like me.
There is a terrible irony to see his thoughts through a screen,
hoping that there is some way to remember so hard that he hears me.

Rounding a corner - he walks in with a ghost, and the other causes the camera to crackle once more. They are all smiling. Still the remembering  must get harder, but it still doesn't work. He doesn't know they're ghosts.

The camera, the ghosts and the boy wander around a strange place, and they care for him greatly. He's too small to understand that they are ghosts because the memories are too strong a pillar to topple. He does not know he's alone in the hotel room. That will scare him.

He does not know he's alone,  no matter how hard I remember. The ghosts love him so dearly and he does not know. His bliss is not ignorance but youth. My remembrance can make him alone, but it cannot make him old. I did that.

My remembrance cannot change the ghosts, but he can see them from above the clouds.
Kathy and Colleen, sister ghosts.
Ayeglasses Nov 2020
The ungodly sounds from my mouth,
are wisps of a talk better had when you were alive.
My coiled body knotted so strongly together,
is the same strength I would have held you in before you left.

The memories my mind play are not recent, but from long ago.
Like a movie they shuffle quickly before my eyes.
Easter mornings and Christmas puzzles, singing songs, and apple pies.
Leaving with you is a part of me.
I'll miss you forever I swear solemnly.

The way you loved us is the way you lived.
Leaving an eternal lesson imparted on us all,
to each it may be different, but to each it will always be true.
I cannot bear to see you go, but you knew that I love you.

The truth is that I should've called you, and I never should have settled for a voicemail. Ever.
Ayeglasses Oct 2020
Look - how long my branches are!
With all these leaves to spare,
the sun must surely like me
because it is always there.

Look - how deep my roots are!
With all this food to spare,
the earth must surely favor me
because it is always there.

Look - how far my shadows reach!
With all this shade to spare,
the people must surely adore me
because they’re always there.

Look - how strong my trunk is!
With all these rings to spare,
the axe must surely love me
because it is always there.
The blessing of stagnation yields the curse of repetition.
Ayeglasses Jul 2020
Mixed thought brings me here
This sinking of a friendship
Sad to see you go
Bumblebees and pleasantries
Haiku
Ayeglasses Jun 2020
Perhaps a curse befell me,
upon which I fool myself.
It remains foolish to entertain thoughts as these
as they stray further into nonsense.

This is what it's like.
How it is to become human - and whole.
Is to lose things simply because.
For no reason - no reason at all.

I cannot forget dancing with you.                                                              
I cannot forget the light on your desk.
I cannot forget the impaired moments                                                      
You are still a gift.
Just not a gift of mine.
Northern Knight - Dancing Lights
Ayeglasses Apr 2020
It is these embers that I feel spite
Borne of the fire fuel’d by due diligence
Oftentimes float past my skin
Glimmer with whimsy as they do not touch
Yet when they do I am tempted to dive
I want you to be unhappy
For what love you withheld;
I want you to change back
For you aren’t what I loved;
There are no others.

These pass as a sting to my flesh but a moment
Heat remains only as an afterthought
I will recall purple skies and shoulder teardrops.
I will recall pianos and construction sites.
My spite is human - but its passing is humane.
moments of spite in the nostalgia of love
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