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105 · Jul 2018
GONE pt. 1
Axelle Jul 2018
I'm alone, but i'm not lonely
A lie i tell myself
My-self knows it’s a lie
Because i'm outta touch
Lost my way
No one asked me why
They always say i’m going to come back in time
But i'm Alone

Loneliness, who is she
Who is he
Who are they
How are they
Is it true when they say
it's good for you to be alone
Because I know So lonely has become my friend
But what they don’t know is
Loneliness is not by itself,
It got me
100 · Jul 2018
INITIALS
Axelle Jul 2018
Thinking about your bed when i shouldn't be
You was on the road,
I was on the road,
We be back to back,
Back and forth

They know how it goes
I know you got your pride
But i can’t admit that i hate being alone
Just to let him know,

I’m sitting right beside my throne -
But the conclusion to this illusion
Is that nothing but a tear will separate Us,
Expecting me to let him go
The funny thing is, that you’re so far from me,

Not because of distance
Not because of money
But because We never existed
Your not real, neither are we
But i'm hoping to go somewhere
Close to you,
Closer to you,
Even though -
Were only one
Phone call away
98 · Jul 2018
Distraction
Axelle Jul 2018
Your company is static,
Your kisses makes all my doubts go away
Yet I don't play no games
Because you losin
My admission is attractive
My aggression is impassive
I think I’ve turned into an addict  
Not you…
But for the game…
Because we are nothing,
But my Distraction...
98 · Jul 2018
POISON pt. 1
Axelle Jul 2018
Love me with damage,
Love myself with passion-
Kiss me gently and fill me with poison
I almost fell in love with you
But i don't have space for two
But i got space for you,
Money’s going to treat you right
I know you love me
Because i love
Don’t act like you changed
Because we both know…
You love the pain
90 · Jul 2018
waves
Axelle Jul 2018
I know that when i feel
I lie
Not to You or Me but
Him
Feelings i'd rather see die
87 · Jul 2018
GONE pt. 2
Axelle Jul 2018
I got you
Him, that one person i can’t get
Focus,
On this, not us
But it hurts the most when i don't know the cause
Because it kills to tell me I don't care
When I can’t help but remind myself that you're all I need
Because your name is all I got in my head,
I guess i’ll just let my heart bleed

But I wonder,
Am I gone because you don't want this moment in time
Will my teardrops help escape what could’ve been
Tell me how my absences will shape Me
Or you,
I’ve been here so I know you know my worth
At the end of the day you know
I’ll always love -
Me, Myself and I.
73 · Jul 2018
POISON pt. 2
Axelle Jul 2018
Poison,
Love,
Hate,
Three acts filled with rage,
Yet you show me none,
Is this that change...
Look at me go,
It's the last of this age
One,
Two,
Three,
Go,
What you want, what you need,
Inbetween me
Because I know you need me
I do not need you
But I want

— The End —