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Leona Jun 2014
Her mind races, so much that it makes her head hurt.
Is it confusion?
Is it over-thinking?
Or is it just plain insanity?
She wants, she needs, a lot but not too much.
She needs that reassurance one get from being in love, or being loved.
But then she thinks to herself and she decides she doesn't need it. She simply craves company. Someone to help pass the time. Someone to temporarily replace the void she feels. Because she's either confused, or crazy. Or maybe she just doesn't know. Doesn't know why she's here or why she feels this way.
Little does she know that, not a drug in the world can fix that. Not a single love can fill her soul and not the highest moment can clear the confusion.

#confusion #sad #lost
Leona Jun 2014
Feelings, emotions; these are what either makes us or breaks us internally
Without you, Emotion I am nothing. I am motionless. Guiltless. You have the
Power to do whatever you want to me because, you own me. I can be here
At one point and I can be there the next. You use me, as if I were some puppet.
You have no care what so ever, what the consequences are, yet your name is
Emotion. You have power, to drive one insane to the point where they begin to
Think that the infatuation of one's insanity is normality at its best. You float here
And there, care free. Whilst one feels like a hurricane or bliss rain. You roam around. Emotion, you cause turmoil, unimaginable rough unbalanced minds and Heart, nerves and fears. You seem to blow through every fibre of one's being and cause severe damage to feelings in places one did not know exist within.

You would, expect your name to be dragged in the deepest and thickest mud,
Just to have it drowned in mucky waters and then burnt at the stake of the worst
     Fire. You'd expect one to condemn you Emotion, for all the pain you cause. All
The pain, you allow one to feel at such impossible times, and you leave one to brood over what might come next, and one then wonders if they can survive your next visit.

You can be a true blessing. You have ways of allowing one to
Feel effervescent, pleasantness, graceful, and all those blissful feelings one has
when you visit in a good mood. You can make one feel extreme measures of Happiness, Affection and Eternal bliss. When you are good, you are exceptionally
excellent. One tends to feel at peace, because they feel they are in the same
zone as you. One tends to feel as though, they have control and they can choose
what and what not feel. One is simply at Peace. When one has peace because of you Emotion, they tend to share it abundantly. The peace and tranquillity you
Give, covers ground like fog, infecting those around. Causing similar effects on
their own feelings. Emotion, you are truly powerful, positively powerful when
One is at peace with you. You seem to lightly cores every fibre of one's being
And cause graceful growth of feelings in places one did not know exist within.


But why, oh why Emotion? Are you never consistent? Why must you cause such unimaginable heartache and such incredible happiness within one? Is it because,
Although, you sourly exist to lend a hand to those who may take time to experience
The growth you provide, or just too simply are impeccably talented at wrecking minds?

Maybe, is it because one is human in every way possible?
Leona Jun 2014
Your soul glows so bright it hurts to look, but it hurts even more not to.
Your soul captivates me in a way, i cannot describe yet i could have a thousand or a million words for. You shine so bright, in a world so dark that it frightens me to come close.
I fear that you're elegance and beauty are beyond measure an d are not of this world it would only seem fit that you belong with other great souls.
Your soul brings light into mine, that has been in the deepest dark, for the longest time. Your heavenly being simply shoot my soul into ecstasy and I yearn to lose myself in your touch. I feel the need to trace your lips with mine as if they were meant to. And most of all I feel the need to intertwine our souls as one. And to finally have you. To finally have you as part of my soul and my every being.
All this, because your soul glows so bright in the dark, that it guides me to heavenly intoxication.
#love #him #serenity #ecstasy
Leona Jun 2014
Ultimate fear only stops one from truly succeeding. It does not always work to be preservative and not explore. It does not always work to sit back and watch while others partake in the extravagant event that is life itself. It only takes courage to be able to stand up and act according to what your heart tells you. To what you truly feel is right deep down to the core of your soul. It never is easy to stand up and go against the norm black and white of life. Would it not be wise to simply be your own person and not wait for the world to catch up? Would it not be wise to be the one that sets fresh footprints in another direction, one that has never been taken before, or would it not be wise to the one who is not led by anyone or the one who does not lead but simply, one who stands alone because the belief of what is right is greater than that of being wrong but in numbers.
Leona Jun 2014
I look at you and think of a thousand thoughts a second. I think that you are the best beauty ever. I think you are truly the one and only. The one that was made to concur all and make the hearts of the weak jump at the your sight. You are truly the one. Your face, your body, your SOUL. You are everything and anything I want, and all these factors that add up to you persuade me that you are truly worth the time, the hurt and everything else that you bring. Your aura is unbelievably attractive it leads me to think that you are not of this world. I then think of how much I love you, yet you are not mine. Yet I don't know you as I would like. You don't know the strength of my love. But somehow I have faith. Faith that one day, just one day you will finally say Hello and both our lives will be changed forever. But until then, I have faith.
#love #faith #loveforastranger

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