I'm really tired and annoyed of what I did last night
I feel like I was high, breathing in the smoke that's reality
Dancing in the streets
Singing at the top of my lungs
Pretending that everything I see tonight is real
Kicking at the ground sending broken glass in every direction
Listening to it shatter and bobbing my head like its my favorite song
The pictures are fading but I'm not paying attention
I'm too busy trying to fix my problems
With all the wrong solutions
Breaking the glass cage that separated me from all my worst demons
Gonna have a party that'll never end
Sleeping with all the skeletons in my closet wondering how they all ended up in such a small room when there's so many of them
Waking up with music playing in the back ground
As I take it all in
Better be ready for what comes after what I've just done

It's the color of your blood as it rises to your skin
It's the color of what's supposed to be love but in reality is hate
It's the color your skin turns when you take a hot shower
It's the the color your eyes turn when you've been up all night
It's the color of when he walks into the room and you get little butterflies
It's the color of your teachers lips
It's the color roses you get from a secret admirer with the note that says stay strong
It's the color you paint on your own little canvas
It's the color of relief and emptiness
It's the color of the last little bit of hope you hold on to

He loved me,
He loved me with all his heart, he told me
I used to believe in him too
All was but a lie and I was left here for the dead
He told me he loved me
He said with all his heart
But in the end I was the one left in the dark alley way
He said he loved me
But yet it was all a lie
A big misunderstanding he says
But for me every last word that spilled over my tongue and out of lips into the brisk alley way air
It was all true
And still has a strong meaning
He said he loved me
He said with all his heart he loved me
But you see how love ends with 'D'
It's past tense
Meaning everything he said to me was all but a big fairy tale
Which left me in peices on the alley way floor

I shouldn't have done anything I should've never said a word I shouldn't have looked at you and smiled on that very first day
Because maybe you'd be safe
If I had ignored you and pushed you away just like I'd do with all the others
Maybe you wouldn't be under my spell
I don't want to hear the words you say to me almost every day for I know that once the spell is over you'll never be free
I should've left you alone and never tried to help because now you will never be able to leave and will be stuck in this glass jar with me
If I had never said hello there would be no hard goodbyes and if I never said a word you'd be far from a broken heart

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