The rain falling as I wait for you outside the bar
With the patience of thine at stare at the sky,
Waiting for you to return, return to me
I know this might sound crazy,
But I am still head over heels for you,
I still remember how you handled me with fragile care,
How you took my sorrows away and brought me into brightness
I stare at the people coming in and out of the bar,
And still I hear your sweet song,
Luring me in when I don't deserve to be there,
And yet I wait for you everyday
I can't seem to let you go not when everything around me screams your name,
The bitter smell of your cigarettes filled with your sweet vanilla perfume,
I can't seem to get enough of it,
Will you ever return to me?
I ask this question every now and then
Knowing really well you never will come back,
How do I get back on my feet when it's still so hard to breathe?

Life,
Such a beautiful thing yet filled with struggles,
Like a game meant to be played
The first stages with no worries
The teenage with constant cries
The adulthood eating me alive
And the end? Wrapped in lies
The fights over properties which seem more important than our lives,
We often lose ourselves trying to be what others like.
Their opinions that haunts us till we die
And the society which seems to have a sharp eye,
Drowning in their senseless rules
Obeying every command,
Forgetting who we truly are
Just to be what they demand.
Let us not regret this later
And let us fly with our wings open,
Let us make this life worth living and not depressing by....

The strong wind blowing over my face
While I sit and think about us,
Never knew it could hurt this much
But I still remember our time together
Your laughs which filled up my world
And your jokes which filled up my mind
And now you only live in my memories
Which keeps alive.
Your scent still lingers in mind,
And your name still comes on my tongue
I look at our photos and say I never knew it could hurt this much....

Was it destiny or fate
Which bought us together
Only to end it tragically,
I still think about you on these starry nights
Where i know you can't be mine
The time we spent together
The time when you were mine
Oh I can't take this anymore
I get so overwhelmed
Please stay with me;
It's annoying how you can move on so fast
While I stay stuck in the past
I remember each and every moment of you
I wish I had known this soon
That we weren't meant to be after all....