I’m running in the darkness, running from myself; I’ve been running for so long now, myself is someone else.
Can I forget all I knew? Can I build myself up again?

Do I seem loud and out spoken?
Do I seem like I'm happy inside?
Do I seem like I'm never at home?
Do I seem like I have many friends?
But,
I think I'm rather quiet,
I tend to keep to myself,
I'm alone in my room for hours,
I wait in the dark all alone.

Drifting away,
taken by the ongoing stream,
not knowing how far I've gone,
or how to get back.

Lost,
vulnerable,
afraid,
alone,
I see no exit,
nowhere to go,
I find myself slowly sinking,
waiting till I hit the ground,
only to find out how far I've drowned.

I stand here today,

On the edge of this ledge,

Looking for a reason,

Not to take this next step.


Longing to see her,

In anticipation,

I hope to wait,

Looking for a reason,

Not to take this next step.


Waiting for a call,

Or even a single text,

Looking for a reason,

Not to take this next step.


The sound of her voice,

Or the smile on her face,

Looking for a reason,

Not to take this next step.

Sometimes you’re just gonna hit a brick wall.

Sometimes a double layer,

Sometimes single layer,

Man sometimes you may even find a hidden door.

Whether its work that’s stressing you out,

Whether it’s the assignments you cant seem to finish,

It could be even life in general!

You know what you gotta do?

Theres no one answer to that question.

Sometimes you gotta start pounding that wall down,

Sometimes you may even have to climb it,

Or sometimes you just gotta find the one brick that’s holding it all together.

But you know but you ” Always ” have to do?

Man, you gotta trust yourself, you gotta have confidence in yourself.

Lost in the world, that scares me to death.

Lost as a person, cant find my way.

Lost in the crowd, I’m losing my breath.

Lost in mind,

Lost in soul,

Lost in thought, I need a break.

Lost in wonder, which road should I take?

Lost in worry, who am I?

Nobody gonna tell you how to love,

One mistake and it’s all gone,

I don’t know what to do anymore,

I don’t know where I’m supposed to go,

Cause every time I see something of you,

I get a little sad inside,

I get a little mad inside