Suffer me
Meet with me in placeless connection
Fill me in
Think I am
I am as you think
I am what you fill in
Reject, risk, avoid, die
I am who you know I am
Who am I right now
What am I right now
I think I am now
Right now
But why

Share the rope that leads...

Pointless
Meaningless
Life is what you make of it
Life is what it makes of you
**** the right person
Eat the right food
Drink the right drink
Death
**** whoever
Eat whatever
Drink it all
Death
It's all meaningless
Bury your head in the sand or bible or faith or charity or work or family
It doesn't matter where you hide

Crooked highs
Narcotic lows
Clawing out of pits
Only to tunnel back in

What now
Drive, buy, feel sad, feel important
It all leads back
I'm still here
Still ******
Nothing changes
I simply die
In a different way

The abundance of my ignorance has collectivly spawned into it's own pessimistic victim.

Emotional ditachement was the norm-is the norm...

Suspended in rehabilitation
Snap, and fall

I dream of a field of roses, grain and rice.
As a glide through them
I drag my feet
breaking stems
up turning soil
Rippling water.
I am aware of the barrier before me but I proceed knowing set limits
but there is a propelling force
it hates I push.
Screaming into speed
Vanishing before I appear
I tear at the stitches of sanity
and see into neurotic clarity.
I see lies
breaking bones
tearing organs
poisoning
implosions and bottomless loss. Impact, transference, lucid control
I feel my skull shatter
then blooming energy.

Bleak
Confort
Purpose
Individuality
Purpose logic


Alienated
Complexity
Out of a life that has none
We confront a fleeting meaning

I am present
I am meaningless
I will die with the rest of society
Absurdity
No tomorrow,  no realisiam
Out of place
Diprived of past



Nothing