Consider this the tearful confession Consider this the blank stare from the taxi Consider this...emptiness against the grain Hollow, shelled, nameless Emptiness
She dances Twirls Takes me $250 for eternity 'Come here, it's ok. Get off, dont get mad.'
Worthless I feel guilty that I lost her My fault I'm the reason she left I was the problem
I wish I didnt exist Then at least I would feel normal Regurgitate pills Black out before poisoning Faulty receiver Cautious drivers Dull blades Not enough junk
Life burns We die Our wick may be castrated Or stretched to an ungodly length Regardless Life burns
I want to die I'm afraid to experience 'No life' Many are waiting I have many to greet But Life goes on Death goes on Purgatory is greener than both But The taste of stale fire The last taste being rust Regrets look on me as I spiral
I miss the taste of my queen she clenches and squirms and scratches at my face True loyalty she is not True purity she is not I have sought to it I am who brought ruin I who have brought infidelity I am the one who has lost