If someone betrays you don’t hate them, forgive them. Nobody’s perfect we all make mistakes, that’s what being a human is about. Live... Laugh... Love... Learn... Forgive...

Strut by strut the foundation is breaking. Soon the whole building will cave in on itself. Only to be rebuilt by people around it. No building can build itself, it needs help from people. People who know what they’re doing not people who think they Know what to do. Some buildings that are rebuilt collapse not because new additions and more weight was added but because of the foundation, the very thing holding the building up. Anyone in the world can try and fix the foundation like it was before. But every crack, every break, every chip. There will always be that scar left over

Trapped inside of me waiting to come out. Getting a chance to reak havoc, the taste of blood a shark is wanting more of. The worst feeling possible of holding it in, gets worse. As my feelings grow at any second I could blow. Blow away my brains, blow up and release everything. Instead I blow a deep breathe, grasp reality and try to stay in control. What’s trapped must remain, it must not come out. “It must remain, it must.” Over and over again in my head. “Don’t let it out” was said one last time. It’s out of its cage. They’re...out of its cage. The demons take over and before you know it it’s too late. I

His Nerves were firing at a rate faster than the speed of light causing him to get dizzy, his heart was pounding out of his chest thinking she can hear his heart rate over the music, his palms were as sweaty as a champion after winning his race, his brain in overdrive trying to overcome the fear of messing up and making a fool of himself, his mouth was getting dry like the Sahara Desert in the dead of summer, his stomach felt like he was going over a hill in a car, getting butterflies. They stop and sit in the car, as time passes minute by minute he builds the confidence to do what he’s wanted to do since he met her. He grabs her hand and puts it over his chest so she can feel his heart and says this is what it’s like every time I’m with you. He wants to so bad but can’t, not just yet a little longer he thinks. A slow song comes on in the background, he thought this is it, now or never. He grabs her face, looks her in her beautiful eyes that remind him of the Caribbean Sea with all their blue beauty and says you’re beautiful, he leans in... as his lips touch hers, everything that he had felt in the past hour went away. He felt nothing but the sense of accomplishment and passion for the girl of his dreams. Nothing mattered anymore. He thought to himself... I can’t believe I did it.

His mind racing, not knowing what to think. He’s confused, not knowing what to do. He wants help, but doesn’t know how to ask. He’s trying to talk to people but they don’t care and ignore him, he’s crying for help but no-ones listening. He just wants to sit alone and cry and wait for someone to ask if he’s okay. The clock ticks, as each hour passes by he waits and waits, but nothing is to come. He doesn’t want to feel pain anymore. He glances over at his nightstand and sees a bottle. Feeling trapped and confused he opens the bottle grabs what’s inside, swallows it, thinking the pain will be numb and stop the brutal heartache. The pain is quickly numbed but he can’t stop thinking about how bad his life is, how he’s been hurt in so many ways, and how he’s hurt others. He wants more even though he can’t feel pain, I  don’t want to feel anything at all, he thought. He opens the bottle again not thinking about what’s to come and takes more. To pass time he sits up, grabs his phone, and puts something on tv. He feels a sharp pain in his chest, not thinking of what it could be, he went to the bathroom and grabbed something for the pain. He goes back to his bed and continues on with being a motionless creature. He hears a ringing noise, he looks around but can’t find its source. His vision goes blurry, he squints and vigorously blinks hoping his sight will go back to normal. He has a slight headache that swiftly grows into a pounding state. His mind goes blank, not being able to think. His hands suddenly not able to function, drops the phone. His vision recedes to nothing, his eyes crawl to the back of his head. His breathing get hard and gasps for air, but nothing is happening. His heart aches more than it did, with a longer pause than the last its beat slowly fades into nothingness.