It’s been a long time coming to face up to myself and discover who I am
I’ve been pacing around being who I’m destined to be and I’m tired of fighting with fate
Who am I?

Long ago, I learned to play games with the relationships in my life
I learned by playing ISpy and not tell my finds
To be quiet cause I think I’m a little ****** in the head and I just don’t find majority the “coolest”
Making me an outcast but I revel in it and it’s the path my spirit chooses
I have Lalochezia
My heart hold nothing but love and the want to help
My brain, sometimes, chooses to live somewhere else
I wish to be friends with everyone
I think sometimes I try too hard
I make an *** of myself
People always use the First Impression Card
I care a lot about the people around me
Though as an Leo I’m very self centered

As a mother now I’ve learned that regardless of any situation I should hold myself to higher standards
So I work so hard to be up and better because of the worry of being seen as too slacked as a mother and I was raised that way
Perfection and silence won’t get you hit
If you do, he will be the perfect example of everything he wants me to do, just the opposite
I ponder that part of me that strives for perfection is the reason people stay away
I love all the different types of love in this world
I’m may even be in love with love you could say
I’m a hopeless romantic and a cynic
A Good Girl and a Rebel Next Door
I want nothing more than to be one with the universe and stars and live within it
I want the Ultimate Knowledge someday
I’ve learned it’s not my choice nor any other man’s the time I’m destined to go
I will be one will the Milky Way someday along with every other dead but shining soul
I am an old soul with a young spirit
I wanna dance naked with my husband when my kids are being babysat
I wanna provide my kids the world and spoil them just because I can
I want to explore and dig my toes in most every Country’s sand
I don’t emit the the façade that I think I’m better than I am
Because I don’t think I am
I know everywhere that I could possibly stand
I crave to meet people’s soul
Not their Sluggish Daily Mask
I know their are so many more out their like me or different
I relish that the opportunities are vast

I am a Judd Apatow Gypsy With An Wolfpack That Loves Love And Hates Societies “Norms” When It Comes To Humor And Morality
My goal is that when you look into my eyes you’ll see this woman typing is truly my reality

Looking back at it all now
I feel somethings I must get off my chest
I guess some may not understand why misery I wanted so badly to posses
I guess you could say that I was possessed
I cas so badly compelled to **** the world back
I wanted to prove I could do whatever the **** I wanted and that I wasn’t going to hold back
I wanted to prove these things because of abuse that I had held within in the dark caverns of my mind
The core from at times I speak and leave those who loved me slack jawed and blind
I spoke a lot, unlike these current days, about myself and opinions
Now the impulse to just comes in waves
I had the body of an ******* devilish angelic perky priestess
I guarantee myself one day again I’ll be that way again
I took my revenge at a wicked cost of my everything
I enjoyed most every minute of it
I will never be that young again
I hope to never influence any man, woman, nor child to not speak their mind when peace will be their solemn  outcome
I do not want others to fear me
Unless they **** with my cubs, my Wolf Hearted Soulmate, or Whatever The ******* Have The Audacity To Take Without My Will From My Life Within My Constitutional Rights

Within the Wicked Edge, their is a drive within you that will take you wherever you want it to lead
Whether you know it or subconsciously
Remember to fill your head with joy and not everything you get wrong or what secret you decide to keep that your future holds more than the heartaches you hold so deep