planting a seed
and watching it blossom
into a beautiful rose-
takes time, nuturing,
and patience...
so does friendship
and possible love.
i can wait~

2007

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I can't wait
to finally see you...
til we recognize one another...
to see your smile...
I can't wait
to walk towards you...
to be held in your arms...
to hold you close to my heart...
I can't wait
to lay my head on your chest...
to hear your heart beating...
to feel your breath gently graze my hair...
I can't wait
to look into your eyes...
to kiss you passionately...
to lace our fingers together, as we hold hands...
I can't wait
to snuggle and cuddle with you...
to lie next to you...
to have a man stand beside me...
I can't wait
to become your wife...
to be 'as one'...
to never let you go...

Oh yeah, for you, Baby...
I can wait!

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

How can I be missing you,
like I am,
when we've yet to meet...
I feel like I already
know you...
When I close my eyes-
I see you...
When I'm thinking of you-
I see your smile...
When I'm daydreaming-
I see your face...
How can this be?
I've met you
in my dreams...
I think that must count
for something...
I've given you a nice place
within my heart...
I'll let you in...
I'm already yours-
in my dreams...
I'm missing you so!

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Once upon yesterday's dream,
there was this lonely woman
hopin' to live the life of a
Fairy-tale Princess...
She had even met this
young friendly handsome man!
On the evening they had first talked,
he had told her somethin'
that made her smile
and give her hope for her tomorrows;
him and his wife have been
livin' in separate castles!
She closed her eyes
and thought for a few moments...
could he, just might he be,
her own Prince Charming?
They talked into the night
and got to know one another
over the next couple of weeks
and had finally met!
But, shortly thereafter,
he moved back into his castle
he shares with his wife!
Prince Charming and her
continued to be friends!
Eventually, their friendship
wasn't JUST that!
Over the next few months-
these two...
this Fairy-tale Princess and
Prince Charming
were beginning to fall-in-love!
Even though,
they both knew they shouldn't allow
their hearts to take over-
knowing it would be wrong!
It just felt so right
to be in each others' arms!
As their friendship
and newly felt love grew...
so did his wifes' suspicions-
In the end...
this Fairy-tale Princess
loses her Prince Charming-
and she gets her heart broken again...
Once Upon Yesterday's Dream!

2007

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Feeling alone-
so tired, stressed, confused,
trapped, lonely,
weak, empty-
too overwhelmed
by my lifes' choices-
too confused to know;
am I cherished?
am I longed for?
by another?
am I home?
my hopes and dreams,
wants and desires-
do I dare to have them?
Come home to me.
I'm lost-
show my heart the way!
Show me and share with me-
I believe, I dream,
I want, I hope...
to be whole, once again.
My journey is astray-
let me be a part of 'it'-
a part with you-
I want to feel alive, loved,
and longed for, too.
Searching? hiding out?
I'm here!
Are you out there somewhere?
do I have a soulmate?
is he out there?
or just in here?
in my head?
is he real?
searching; possibly for me?
standing aside, waiting til
I see?
already a friend?
have I met him yet?
take my hand, open my heart-
let me know,
if you exist for me!
set my heart free-
are you all for me?
or do I only get, but a piece?
cause you are already taken?
am I to be awaken?
or do I only get to
see you, feel you, have you;
only in my dreams?

Dreams.... take me away!

2006


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

My Thoughts are so heavy-
too heavy for real sleep to take me-
thoughts boggled-
trapped without rest.
I try to sleep,
but can't seem to achieve it.
I lay awake-
I think I fall asleep,
distracted by the radio,
but then that hour is up
and my thoughts over take me.
And yet, once again;
or still yet, I lay there-
awake.
Thinking....
thoughts, dreams, hopes, and fears-
all dancing, with angels
in my head.
always there; constant thoughts.
need time to shut down-
always feelings trapped
by lack of sleep-
Wanting to be alive again.
needing to feel a part
of something whole.
too many thoughts-
not enough sleep.
missing a piece-
can't find it?
am I whole?
or torn apart?
is it in my dreams?
or do I have to yet find you?
are you lost in my thoughts?
trapped by dreams?
longing to be set free?
feeling empty inside-
thoughts over take my sanity-
always feeling lost-
where do I truely belong?
do I have a 'belonging place'
for me?
show me, in my dreams-
the key is misplaced?
or in someones' dreams?
hey come to me, in my dreams-
I will hold you; if only for a while-
but only til I awaken
by thoughts-
too many thoughts;
where is my place?

2006


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

dear daddy,
this is to inform you of the up-coming
arrival. have you remembered? you better
have!! you're a BIG part of this special
happening. you're my "daddy". you don't
have to listen to other peoples' advice-
follow your own, i bet its' the best. i am
YOUR baby!
there's nothing anyone can do to hurry up
and get me out of this dark lonely place,
is there? i can hear you, feel your warmth,
your pressure, and recognize your voice.
what else could i do, but absolutely
love you?
mommy loves you, too. she's constantly telling
me "mommy and daddy love you". i believe her!
and when you rub over me and say "ELISHA, i love you"
it makes me feel so good.
you are going to be a good daddy to me. i
just know it!! i can tell already. i'm glad
you'll be in the room when i'm born. i really
wanna see how you look. i wanna see it for myself.
mommy says you're **** good lookin' should i
believe her or just hope for the best in you?
no matter what i think of you, i know "i luv u".
you've got to be the best person to be my daddy
or mommy wouldn't have picked you to have me with,
or she wouldn't have accepted your perposal back
in july last year. yeah, mommy's told me all
about that. and one more thing before mommy catches
me with my hands out of here again, you can't hurt me.
i love the feeling. knowing you do love her is the greatest.
i love you dada!!

love your little girl,
your daughter,
Elisha Teres~

1988

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Always An Angel
My Angel.
Daddy's gone away,
but Mommy's here to stay.
To watch over you-
And you to guide me,
through each and every day,
You'll always be with me.
Almost three
that day is coming.
Almost three years
you've been My Angel.
My Angel is here.
My Angel is there.
Here inside me!
And in my memory.
Forever My Baby
Always an Angel
My darlin' one,
My only Angel Girl
My tiniest, My Angel
Always an Angel
My sweet, my baby
Forever My Baby, Always An Angel~
Love, Your Mommy

1998


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Almost two years old-
Almost two years gone-
My Forever Baby,
I will remember you each dawn.
So vivid, in my memory.
So real and alive, in my memory.
My Forever Baby,
My heart remembers you with glee.
Last time I seen you; Goldens'.
Last time I held you; Goldens'.
My Forever Baby,
My love never ends, only begins.
No growing up for you.
No growing old for you.
My Forever Baby,
Tiny and lovely, so true.
My Baby Beth
My Angel Beth
My Forever Baby,
Gone Forever by birth defect death.
You are here Forever Baby.
You are now Forever Baby.
My Angel Beth
My Forever Baby
Love, Your Mommy

1997


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Once a son, a brother, a father, and a best friend-
he was here until the end...
A depressed and confused soul-
missing something from within, to feel whole...
Known from place to place-
by the many expressions upon his face...
His troubles seemed to become too tough-
he'd come to realize, he'd had enough...
Didn't know which path to follow-
deep inside, feeling empty and hollow...
He thought he'd heard his last calling-
uncertain to knowing which way he'd be falling...
His judgement had not been right-
he had chosen the darker of light...
Thinking he had nothing to win or gain-
just seeking to be free of his pain...
Not knowing how to find his way-
he decided he couldn't take it just one more day...
Not enough time in a day to borrow-
he left all he knew, in their heartache and sorrow...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I could have laid there
and spent...
that moment
this forever-
Within Your Arms!
A leap of faith,
A leap of hope,
A leap into pure contentment,
and a leap into your waiting embrace-
I wanted to jump in
with both feet-
I didn't want to let this
chance pass me by-
Caught up
in the heat of passion
and the moment of time;
the moment lasting
through the evening!
If I would have been
on the highest of all mountains-
I don't think it could have began
to compare to the high
you took me into
Within Your Arms!
Am I just going insane,
or are you just
as crazy as I?
I wanna know
were you feeling
that moment
this forever, too...
I hope it isn't too soon
or completely wrong
for me to say
I could have laid there
and spent...
that moment
this forever-
Within Your Arms!

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Oh Baby, was I ever wrong,
to think I was over you...
I thought I had you
out of my system...
I thought it wouldn't
make my heart skip a beat,
to see you once again...
I thought I had let you go...

Oh Baby, was I ever wrong...
I should have had a clue
I wasn't over you...
I thought I would be just fine,
not havin' you as mine...
I didn't realize all I had missed...

I thought I wouldn't
want to hold you anymore...
I thought I wouldn't
want to kiss you again...
I couldn't stop listenin' to you...
I thought I could go back to
bein' just friends...

Oh Baby, was I ever wrong...
I should have had a clue
I wasn't over you...
I thought I would be just fine,
not havin' you as mine...
I didn't realize all I had missed...

I thought I was over you-
but then, I seen you...
Oh Baby, you don't know what it did to my heart...
I couldn't keep my eyes off you...
I couldn't stop rememberin' how
it felt to be in your arms...
I couldn't stop thinkin' of
wantin' to taste your kiss...
You looked so good
just standin' there...

As I walked up to you,
I almost lost my nerve-
with everyone bein' there...
All of a sudden,
it didn't matter to me
what they thought or what they'd say...
All that mattered, then and there,
in that moment-
was seein' you up close...

Oh, the willpower it took, to not want to
pull you in my arms...
Oh, the strength it took, to not want to
kiss you ******* the lips...

Oh Baby, the desire- I felt buildin' in me...
Oh Baby, the passion- I felt consumin' me...
Oh Baby, the urgency- I felt over-takin' me...
And I had thought,
I was over you...

Oh Baby, was I ever wrong...
I should have had a clue
I wasn't over you...
I thought I would be just fine,
not havin' you as mine...
I didn't realize all I had missed...
Oh Baby, I didn't realize all I had missed...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Elisha~

Elisha is my daughter.
Just as beautiful as can be.
My baby is so cuddly,
Yet, so deary independant.

Elisha is not quite four months old.
Just as tiny as you can see.
My girl is so truly mine.
I hear her breathing, so peacefully.

Her heartbeat keeps in
Rhythm with mine.
Her ****** features are those of mine.
Elisha will always be my little one as you know...
I am her loving mommy!
Love, Mommy~

1989


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Livin' my nights...
Dreamin'!
Layin' in my empty bed,
All alone-
Wishin'
I could reach over
And pull you close to me-
Rememberin' the nights
When you were, once mine.

Those nights of bein'
With you~
As close as we could be!
Wantin' you, needin' you,
Kissin' you, holdin' you,
Lovin' you, feelin' you,
Touchin' you, tastin' you,
Desirin' you, achin' for you~

Now I'm dreamin'
My nights' away-
Wishin' for times again
When I wasn't so lonely!
When I had you,
For once, as mine~
The way I'd long
For your kisses, to see you,
To be with you, to touch you again!

I wanted to be
Your everythin'!
Now I'm
Wishin' I was
Your somethin';
Your someone!

Your someone~
To dream with, share with,
To hold for always.
And
To chase away
Those empty lonely nights'.
Fillin' my dreams
With everythin'
I've dreamed of wantin' in you!

You're my tears!
Tears I wouldn't shed
If you were finally mine!

Don't you wanna
Hold me, feel me,
Touch me, kiss me-
Once again?

Reachin' for you-
Wantin' you in my arms
As we'd lie together!

Searchin' to feel for you,
Needin' to feel
Your heart beatin',
Feelin' your breath
Against my bare skin-

Yearnin' for your arms to be
Drawin' me beside you.
Hearin' you sigh-
Lettin' a moan escape
From my dreams,
(day and night)
As I remember the times
We shared!

Lovin' the way
You felt beside me-
The way I felt
Beside you~

Achin' for the ways
You'd be touchin' me, teasin' me,
Pleasin' me, kissin' me,
Wantin' me, needin' me-
As I do you!

Makin' me feel
Whole and complete!
Will I ever
Feel you this way
Again?

Or is it all now
Just a recent
Dream?
Livin' my nights away
Dreamin' of you-
Til you are, once again
Mine!

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Rockin' myself to sleep
Cryin' ever so softly
Fightin' with our blankets
Tryin' to find your warmth
Thinkin' of you only
Needin' you deeply
Lovin' you forever & always
Achin' for you to kiss & hold me
hatin' how I torture myself
Worryin' about you not bein' here
Havin' cramps inside
Takin' a deep breath to calm myself
Screamin' in my mind
Knowin' I can't be near you
Breakin' up inside
Crashin' down so hard
Wakin' up; my arms still empty
Feelin' so tired & alone
Drivin' myself crazy
Waitin' for you to be back home

2014
Copyright; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I don't remember building
a friendship so easily...
Not Til You!
I don't remember being
so comfortable expressing myself...
Not Til You!
I don't remember feeling
like the other is really listening...
Not Til You!
I don't remember feeling
such a peace with a quiet moment...
Not Til You!
I don't remember wanting
to be the other half of a whole so soon...
Not Til You!
I don't remember having
such a bonding connection...
Not Til You!
I don't remember being
treated as if 'I'm Special' by another...
Not Til You!
I don't remember feeling
like I truly belong with one...
Not Til You!

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

You've always been
my dream...
but too young,
still just a boy-
in the beginning;
so I'll just
tuck you
away!

You've always been
my dream...
but I was
taken,
so I kinda
let the dream
of you and I
go!

You've always been
my dream...
but now
a dream already
taken,
so I'll just
dream up another
dream!

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Once upon a yesterday,
I held this baby boy of mine.
Cuddling him close to my chest,
as if we were tied together by a vine.

I remember when the days were sunny;
we'd go for long walks, hand in hand.
Sometimes we'd all go to the beach,
running and kicking our feet in the sand.

At night when it was time for bed,
he'd run and jump into my arms.
Then we'd read story books-
about cars, trucks, animals, and farms.

No longer a baby or a small boy,
he's now turning into a young man.
What will he do when school is done,
he could do anything he can.

2009

Copyright; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I long for one to hold and cradle me,
oh so close,
til we are almost as one...
I long for nights that I feel
so complete, so whole...
I long for a time when I can look back
on my life and think 'wow, this is finally it!"
I long for someone to be just mine;
one who I can love, trust, and count on...
I long to have someone;
who is the one, who I can 'see' at my side...
I long to know I have my best friend,
my soulmate, and my destiny right beside me...
I long to give my heart and soul-
filled with so much love, to one...
I long to have my dreams become
a part of my reality...
I long to give my heart a place to call home,
a place where it truly belongs...
I long to find the love, peace,
and happiness I dream of...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

You're 'that' child-within...
I wanna play with!
You're 'that' smile...
I wanna see!
You're 'that' laughter...
I Wanna hear!
You're 'that' voice...
I wanna listen to!
You're 'that' conversation...
I wanna talk!
You're 'that' hand...
I wanna hold!
You're 'that' arm...
I wanna be snuggling against!
You're 'that' scent...
I wanna breathe!
You're 'that' face...
I wanna caress!
You're 'that' hug...
I wanna fall into!
You're 'that' kiss...
I wanna taste!
You're 'that' neck...
I wanna bite!
You're 'that' body...
I wanna feel!
You're 'that' walk...
I wanna stroll!
You're 'that' dream...
I wanna dream up!
You're 'that' wish...
I wanna wish for!
You're 'that' poem...
I wanna write!
You're 'that' story...
I wanna be telling!
You're 'that' someone...
I wanna be his somebody!
You're 'that' heart...
I wanna make mine!
You're 'that' man...
I wanna be beside!
You're 'that' love...
I wanna be in!
You're 'that' never...
I wanna make it last forever!
You're 'that' for always...
I wanna have!

You're 'That' To Me!
And so much more...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I don't know how I can
go another day
not knowing
if I'll be
Your Someone
in your tomorrows!
I don't know how I can
go another day
not knowing
just what and who
I am to you!
I don't know if I can
go another day
just being
Your Sometimes Somoene Other!
Especially when I have
so many dreams
of being
Your Only Someone,
Your Day and Night Someone,
Your Someone beyond tomorrow,
Your Someone to hold
and cuddle through the night,
Your Someone
you can count on
through the tears,
Your Someone
you'd be coming home to!
I know right now
there is no way I could be-
I also know right now
you can't or couldn't even begin
to offer me as such-
I just need to know if
what we have together
is something
you'd want in your tomorrows!
If I'm someone
you'd want as
Your Someone!
I'm not demanding
for your forever;
I'm only asking
for your
for always!

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I dream of a love so bonding,
that him and I will never part...
I dream for the kind of love,
that'll last a lifetime...
I dream for one to hold me,
and never let me go...
I dream of a love to be like,
a never-ending story...
I dream for my heart,
to finally become whole...
I dream many dreams,
of finding my soulmate...
I dreamed until,
you came along...
I dreamed day and night,
for someone like you...

Our love is the beginning
of something special,
with all of my dreams
finally coming true-
Just me and you...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Love at first sight;
it came to me so clear...
This love of ours,
I do not fear...
With you by my side,
I will never shed an unhappy tear...
Pull me close,
and hold me near...
One day I know,
we will have a marriage so dear...
My dream is to be-
in time, celebrating our fiftieth year...
Cheek to cheek,
as you whisper softly in my ear...
Forever and a day,
is what I long to hear...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I want someone who:
-accepts the good with the bad
through all times...
-shares many dreams, ideas,
and interests as mine...
-takes me into consideration when
I'm not even there...
-thinks of me and our children
with the action he takes...
-knows when I need a hug
or to be left alone with my thoughts...
-brings a smile to my face
as I think of him...
-wants all the love I have
inside my heart...
-wants to keep our love alive
and the companionship strong...
-knows how to melt my heart
with just a look...
-makes me catch my breathe
with a single caress...
-knows I am his and in return
he is mine...
-can feel my love even
as we're apart...
-has the same desire to see forever
and always through...
-wants to take that last walk
of life by my side...

You, and you alone-
I want as this someone!

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

One Kiss~
Just one last kiss
Upon my lips,
Along my skin!

One hug~
Just one last hug?
In my arms,
Your arms around me!

One touch~
Just one last touch
Anywhere,
And everywhere!

One time~
Just one last time
With you,
And every time!

One kiss, one hug,
One touch, one time
Just~
With you!

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I wanna run on the beach
with you;
chasing one another along the shore,
stopping to build our dream castle
in the sand,
and making sand angels-
allowing our fingertips to brush
one another's...

I wanna openly show affection
towards one another,
no matter where we are-
holding hands, kissing one another,
and telling each other 'I love you'...

I wanna take the time
to get to know everything about you;
your every dream, every wish,
every want, every desire, and every fantasy-
then one by one,
I wanna make each one come true...

I wanna be with you
but not just once upon a dream;
I wanna hold you tightly,
close to my heart-
and never let you go...

I'm gonna run on the beach
with you...
I'm gonna openly show affection
towards you...
I'm gonna take the time
to get to know everything about you...
I'm gonna be with you,
but not just once upon a dream...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I wish you were holding me
in your arms tonight...
Slipping in-between the sheets,
after we turn out the light...
You'll draw me in closely
and hold me oh so tight...
Snuggling up alongside you,
this feels so magical and right...
You and I together-
oh what a beautiful sight...
Just as I thought;
neither one of us putting up a fight...
Can I kiss you on your neck-
and show you where I'd like to claim a bite...
You'd tell me, "oh no, not there-
but here you just might"...
Such heavenly love making;
I never want an ending to this night...

2008
COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I've been wantin' it so much-
When and if,
it's meant for me...
it'll find me!

Until then; I'm gonna
hide my heart...
too much achin' and wantin',
tired of hurtin'-
close my eyes...
too much dreamin' and hopin',
tired of lookin'-
stop my searchin'...
too much fallin' and missin',
tired of losin'-
shut my doors...
too much wishin' and wonderin',
tired of driftin'-

I'll leave a 'window of hope' open,
just incase;
when and if,
Somebody is out there
somewhere waitin'
for someone like me...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I'm lost in a moment,
without your love...
It must be with the angels,
waiting, in Heaven above...
If I could be held in your arms,
it would all be alright...
Until then, once again,
I'll be dreaming of you tonight...
Your expressions of love, from your heart
to mine, are a special endearment...
I'm lost in your love,
without a moment...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I say, "Baby, I'm fallin'....!"
"Fallin' where?" You ask-
"Fallin' in love again!"
"Who is he?" You ask-
"Baby, I'm fallin' in love with you!"
"Why me?" You ask-
"Cuz I'm crazy about you!"
"Ooohhh, but why me?" You ask-
"Cuz I love everythin' about you, Baby!"
"Like what?" You ask-
"Your eyes, your smile, your voice,
Your laugh, your sense of humor;
Need I go on?"
"Ohhh no, that's quite enough." You say-
"Baby, that's good! Cuz I'm
Already fallin'.... fallin' in love again!"

You say, "Hey Darlin', I'm fallin....!"
"Fallin' where?" I ask-
"Fallin' in love again!"
"Who is she?" I ask-
"Darlin', I'm fallin' in love with you!"
"Why me?" I ask-
"Cuz I'm also crazy about you!"
"Aaahhh, but why me?" I ask-
"Cuz I love everythin' about you, too, Darlin'!"
"Like what?" I ask-
"Your sense of humor, your laugh,
Your voice, your smile, your eyes;
Need I go on?"
"Ahhh no, that's quite enough." I say-
"Darlin', that's good! Cuz I'm
Already fallin'.... fallin' in love again!"

"Baby, what do we do now?" I ask-
"How about this, Darlin'? He asks-
And he kisses her~

2007

(wishful thinkin' here)

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I've fallen so deeply in love;
that I almost feel afraid-
Sometimes I ask myself
if this is real...
Is this the forever
I've been seeking?

When he kisses me-
I feel all tingly...
When he takes me into his arms-
I'm lost...

There's no way I'm ever gonna let go...
I'm home!

My hopes and dreams
of falling so deeply in love were answered
the moment I met you...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

You're everything
I want and long for in
Just One Man!
You're a picture
for always
in my heart!
After all these years
of yearning for
and searching-
finally I've found you!
I feel this
completeness in me
when I'm with you!
And I know
you must be
feeling it, too!
We started out
as friends,
and within a few weeks,
you've become someone
in my dreams
(but not just in my sleep)
and now...
I'm finding myself
needing more of you
in my life!
I want you
to be mine!
But I know you're
Just One Man...

2007


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~Angelmom~

Love fills the moment...
and the moment
begins a lifetime!

2000

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

My heart is achin'
Wantin' your touch~
My heart is breakin'
It hurts so much~

2007

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I want to be...
the only one,
to hold your hand!
I want to be...
the only one,
to kiss your lips!
I want to be...
the only one,
to be your bestest
of all best friends!
I want to be...
the only one,
you share all of life's
highs, lows, let-downs,
and joys- to each new day with!
I want to be...
the only one,
in (and out) of your dreams!
I want to be...
the only one,
you think of with a big smile
on your handsome face,
as you're remembering
the 'oh-so-incredible'
times we've shared!
I want to be...
the only one,
that'll be your last love!
I want to be...
the only one,
you passionately kiss
good morning and pull into
your waiting arms at night!
I want to be...
the only one,
to be your next and
last lover!
I want to be...
the only one,
you take journey's with
to places we've never been!
I want to be...
the only one,
you can't ever get out
of your heart!
I want to be...
the only one,
who is your only one!

2008

Copyright; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Some things are hard to break....
unlike my heart,
which gets broken
all too easily.
Things one does,
week after week
(like talking to someone)
are harder to break.
I'm trying...
but Baby, I'm Broken~

You...
are not going to be
an easy one
to get over!
Fallin' for you
was easy to do,
but lettin' go of you
won't be!
Cuz, Baby, I'm Broken~
I'll miss you so...


2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

It seems to me
there isn't a
right or wrong time
for when two people
fall in love...
Or a rule guide as to how many times
one can actually
fall in love...
I'm in love
with this special man I know-
He tells me he loves me
and cares for me, too,
but his timing
isn't quite right
for the two of us
to be together-
So I'm going to hold on
to what we share and
Wait Til It's My Time
to be, for always,
as his!

2007


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~Angelmom~

You're the more, I'm loving!
You're the more, I'm needing!
I'm remembering how it felt
for you to hold me,
in my dreams...
the warmth of your embrace-
the endless love that you gave me-
the never-ending strength you shared-
the longing to belong as yours-
You're the more, I'm desiring...
You're the more, I'm wanting...
I'm remembering how it felt
for you to kiss me,
in my dreams...
the hunger of our need-
the continuous passion-
the taste of desire-
the want you brought out in me-
You're the more, I've been searching for!
You're the more, I've been waiting for!

2008

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~Angelmom~

Each night I hope and pray-
our love is here to stay...
My heart couldn't take any more breaking-
it's had enough of that old familiar aching...
You've become my best friend-
who'll be by my side til the end...
I could feel the connection on our first date-
and I realized us meeting was by fate...
Our story was written in the stars above-
He knew we were meant to fall in love...
As I laid in bed alone that night-
I wanted to be held in your arms so tight...
It came to me without a warning-
how I longed to be with you each morning...
I didn't know I could feel so much-
but now I yearn for your loving touch...
You've shown me complete devotion-
I feel it in every emotion...
Now I dream of becoming your wife-
and being with you the rest of my life...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

My heart plays a love tune.
Is he The One for me?
I walk around the lake with the moon
And wonder are 'we' meant to be?

Is he My Mr. Right?
Am I The One for him?
My heart feels this tug, so tight-
Will he treat me like a gem?

I gaze up into the night sky,
And wish upon a falling star.
Just if we could fly,
We'd go through the night so far.

I'm tired of feeling so lost!
Do I allow my heart to fall?
Do I pay the cost?
Will my emptiness ever stall?

2007

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

If you were asking me
to let go,
it would be like
asking me to
let go of...
my dreams, my hopes,
and my wants-
All Of My Tomorrows!
Being with you...
I see my dreams
coming true!
In you...
I see my hopes
coming true!
Having you as mine...
I feel my wants
coming true!
All Of My Tomorrows
are filled with
my dreams, my hopes,
and my wants-
because of you!
But, without you...
my dreams
would seem dreamless,
my hopes
would seem hopeless,
and my wants
would seem wantless!
Without you...
All Of My Tomorrows
would seem so empty!

2007

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~Angelmom~

I'm going to hold onto
this heart of mine-
one more day...
Keeping it safe and
tucked away just for
one more day...
Guarding it, til I'm sure-
I just can't give it away so soon-
one more day...
I'm almost ready-
I hope you can wait-
one more day...
We'll be together-
It'll be worth the wait-
one more day...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I wish you weren't
taken by her-
Deep within me, you've created
this ing stir-
I ask myself all the time,
Why did I fall-in-love with you?
I told my heart, 'NO, NOT YET',
but it didn't take my clue-
It didn't even care
to listen to me!
And now, I'm here wishing
for what, yet, can't be!
I want to be the only
in your heart-
Why can't I be the one,
you never have to part?

2007

COPYRIGHT: Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Man and woman,
two becoming as one...
Their prayers were answered,
their search was done...

Kneeling down on one knee,
right there in the sand...
He asked her to marry him,
as he held her by the hand...
It seemed to him, as if,
time stood still...
He waited for her answer,
of coarse, she said I will...

Man and woman,
two becoming as one...
Their prayers were answered,
their search was done...
Man and woman,
two becoming as one...
Their prayers were answered,
their search was done...

As he looked up to her,
they both knew this feeling...
This passionate love,
their hearts had been stealing...
She had never known,
her love could feel this strong...
She hadn't felt something like this,
if ever, in so long...

Man and woman,
two becoming as one...
Their prayers were answered,
their search was done...

His heart so full of love for her,
so pure and true...
It must have been sent from the Heaven's above,
so bright and blue...
One sunny day,
he took her as his wife...
They turned into the crowd smiling,
knowing this is the best day of their life...

Man and woman,
two becoming as one...
Their prayers were answered,
their search was done...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Walking down the sidewalk
I wonder how many
broken hearts there are...
One, Two, Three...?
You can see it
in their eyes...
Four, Five, Six...?
You can see it
by the way their head is hung low...
Seven, Eight, Nine...?
One with a broken heart
can usually see it in another...
Ten...?
That's far too many,
fore I haven't even took a step...

Dreams shattered...
Hopes drift away...
Wants get hidden deeper inside...
Desires are ignored...

Some think to mend a broken heart,
you can try to fall in love again...
I know that isn't possible...
You'd always think of the one
you truly love...
You'd always dream of the one
who captured your heart...
You'd always wonder
what they were doing and with who...
You'd be left hoping
they were thinking of you, too...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

A new friend;
til the end~
A man to love,
sent from above~

Aching for you to be mine,
Us toasting a glass of wine~
Longing for your heart,
I never want us apart~

Leaning into your arms,
I feel no harm~
Holding your hand,
Believe me, Baby, I try to understand~

Looking into your eyes,
You make me feel so alive~
feeling your heart beat,
Your kisses; my treat~

Remembering your smile,
For; its been a while~
You're in my dreams,
You know we make a good team~

I know you do love me and care,
but I lay in my bed alone, with a bear~
I love you so,
I never wanna let you go~

2006

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

Think of me
as I'm thinking of you...
Think of me
as I'm loving you...
Think of me
as I'm holding you...
Think of me
as I'm missing you...
Think of me
as I'm wanting you...
Think of me
as I'm dreaming of you...
Think of me
as I'm needing you...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

You're the more, I'm loving!
You're the more, I'm needing!
I'm remembering how it felt
for you to hold me,
in my dreams...
the warmth of your embrace-
the endless love that you gave me-
the never-ending strength you shared-
the longing to belong as yours-
You're the more, I'm desiring...
You're the more, I'm wanting...
I'm remembering how it felt
for you to kiss me,
in my dreams...
the hunger of our need-
the continuous passion-
the taste of desire-
the want you brought out in me-
You're the more, I've been searching for!
You're the more, I've been waiting for!

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

"Goochey Goochey Goo
Mommy, I Love You!"
When I love you,
I say...
"Goochey Goochey Goo!"
When I hear you,
I say...
"Goochey Goochey Goo!"
When I see you,
I say...
"Goochey Goochey Goo!"
When I know that your near me,
I say...
"Goochey Goochey Goo!"
When I know that your coming,
I say...
"Goochey Goochey Goo!"
"Goochey Goochey Goo
Mommy, I Love You!"

(Wrote this for MY Mommy...
when I was just a little girl!
I'm guess by my original hand-writing
that I must have been maybe 7-9 years old!)

1978-1980

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~

I Can't Stop
thinkin' of you!
Nor do I want to!
I Can't Stop
when I love you
so much!
I want your friendship
and your love!
Without the second;
how can I just
have the first?
I can't have one
without wantin' the other,
but you can't fully
give me both!
I can wish,
I can dream,
and Oh Baby, I can want!
No matter what we have-
whatever we call "us";
I feel like a
happier woman-
knowing I still have you
even if in the smallest
of ways!
I don't want to lose you!
I can't...
I'm not ready to!
Maybe someday-
but possibly not!
I Can't Stop
thinkin' of you!
Nor do I want to!
I Can't Stop
when I love you
so much!

2007


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~