Please stay
A day without love
A day without you
Enshrouded in darkness
Heart turned black
Drowning in alcohol
Standing over the edge
Plunging into the cold river
Drowning in alcohol
Please stay
Ghostly figure
Never leave
Wet clothes, bloodshot eyes
Drowning with you
Lover stay

Cheap shots
Insecure about yourself
Give your charade up
You lost the game
Your mask is ugly
But it is stuck on you

Not even a smile to put on
Not even a chuckle that amuses
Hiding behind a mask
Guessing at what is underneath
Unsure of what to do
Sit beneath a tree and cry
Listening to my youth die away
Where has my heart gone to
Where has my childlike tendencies wandered off to
Here again
All alone at the end of the day
Waging war on my emotions
Strength departing leaving me in a weakened state
Facing the world is a daily hassle
This is not a fairytale
No fiction lies beyond this point
This is reality crashing down
And at the end of the day
I take off this mask
And when the sun rises
It goes on again

Cold autumn
A friendship that dwindled
An old romance that never sparked
A rare smile when we meet
Distinguishing happiness from a lie
Wondering if you were a simple a mistake
Maybe it was a bad romance
A romance that never began
A romance that was an illusion all along

Filmlike
Detailing the good times when the sun shone
And when the rain clouds gathered for a night
Laughter that filled the air
Tears that made rivers
Friends who took the place of angels sent

Looking back
Reflecting upon the childish ploys
Gratitude towards remembering
Too unique
To never forget

Screaming aloud with no words
Moving with no limbs
Eyes blinded
Spirit and soul in tact
Fighting to keep alive
Who needs appendages
When inside
The heart still beats
Mighty

Such a long time coming
Here we are
A long road that has yet to be finished
Thank God I survived
Barefoot and empty handed
But I survived

I reached my halfway mark today
Lots of twists and turns
Broken glass littered the highways
Abandoned cars
I did not give up hope
For I reached a milestone

Serenade me tonight upon the dance floor
Let the stars radiate
And moonlight descend through the skylight
Speak of nothing
Gazing into those eyes
That have haunted my dreams

Tonight is the last night
When magic sparks
And glitter will explode from nothing
Showering the night's festivities
With a glowing look

A serenade tonight
Will complete the dreams of hundreds
Bathing in the moonlight as footsteps march in rhythm
Stars shining brightly above
Giving blessings to those below

That small piece of metal
Relieves my soul
A last escape
An escape to a crimson filled world

That empty bottle
Makes the pain go away
A desperate attempt
An attempt to a crazy world

That long syringe
Will do me good
My last escape
My last escape to end it all

In your arms once again
The world stops spinning
Close your eyes
With every heartbeat
The moment is everlasting
Glowing, neon lights
Brightening the night sky
Grasp my hand as we float
Higher and higher we go
Part of the cosmos
Light years away
Burning together, a heart's desire
My star will extend
My star illuminating my spirit
My star, braving the elements
My star, smiling from above

Forgive me
You left with the wrong impression
Cannot forgive myself
I never hated you
No one could
Never meant to put you off
Should have called you friend
All these thoughts mean nothing
Forgive me
I hate myself more with your untimely passing
Forgive me
For being ignorant of my ways

Innocence in the sunlight
Lose all your inhibitions in the nightlife
A feeling so freeing
Intoxicated with the moonlight
Drinking in its radiant beams
Such a feeling

Oh so easily annoyed
How I long to punch that thing you call a face
Leave it a ****** mess
Knowing you will have scars that will remind you of me
All those broken bones
A reminder of the pain that is only a start
The job is not yet over
I an the reaper of souls
I am an angry spirit haunting you for all eternity
I am your nightmare
Alive and healthy
Waiting to take revenge on all those that mocked me

Are you the one I need?
No, you betrayed my trust

Are you still my friend?
No, you no longer wish to hang out with me

Are you going to help me?
No, you have others to help you

Are you the same person I used to know?
No, he's gone

Are you going to run away when I say I love you?
Yes, you will run

You were never there
Never a shoulder to cry on
Never for support
Why are you here?
A branch, leaves that drop
Bending to the wind
You are not the friend I need
Nor I want

Here we are again
Same old routine
I know it better this time
And I have been practicing it
For a long time
I can prove it now
That I am the bigger person
That will not apologize
For you have wronged me without reason
I know forgiving is necessary
But I refuse to listen
Or apologize

We have changed
It was not intentional
Just along the way we lost our way
Traveled our separate ways

Throughout the days
We spent time and time searching for nothing
Now we are what we searched for
Nothing

Gentle breeze
Slight drizzle
An angel graced me with his presence
Told me a story of his life

With tears in my eyes
I let his life flash before my eyes
Sadness in his voice
As the angel recited his tale

His life is embedded in me
Never forget a haunting memory
Of an angel
With a half-life

Gone
Never said goodbye
Nothing can change my guilty conscious
Wish I had a chance to set things straight
Heaven bound is what you are
Watching over us from clouds far above
Waiting for us to join you
You shall visit us in dreamland
And one day
We will join you
Heaven bound

You can go your own way
I'll stay on my path
Can't trot along both
North and south
That's all you have
No between the lines
No grey area
Black and white
Is all we have

Tossed around so carelessly
What does it even mean?
Simple word
Not that difficult is it?
So tell me
Why do you not say it to me?
When I show it to you
Prove it
Express it
Love you
It is all I want to do
So why won't you say it back

Sitting down
Tittering on the edge of falling down
Debating on where I stand
When it comes to love and war

Staring at the sky
Wondering how long the sun will shine
Whether the stars will cause chaos
If the universe will fade away

How can love exist
When there are so many others
How can we exist
When there is nothing to live for

Made of stone
With a heart of gold
A touch so cool
It sent shivers down my spine

Gentle to the sands of time
Holding an hourglass with endless beads
Greatest love of all
Speaking in tongues

A figure lost to you
A mystery to be solved and closed
Never to open again
Hands placing a lock

Keeping it a secret
Eyes closed to prevent the truth seeping out
Slave to no one
Ozymandias, you are free

We all cannot be like you
Sweet little innocence
All a charade
We all cannot be smiling
I see right through the glass
I see the sad thing that you are
I wish we could be perfect like you

Gambled away
Aces were my foes
Rarely a king or queen to aid
Taking chances
Placing a lifetime bet
And I lost

I burned those letters you wrote to me
Never gave it a second glance
And no longer will your memory haunt me
I pushed you away for the final time
Never again will I let you hurt me
You said I was empty and cold
When you were never there
You turned a blind eye whenever I cried
Defended you against everyone
Yet you never protected me
Mistake me if I'm wrong
You said you loved me
So how can you pretend you care?
Never again will I believe the lies you told me
Just to get what you want
And never again
Never will your words guilt me
Never will you use me for your own guilty pleasure
Never again

Such sweet lies you told
Getting my hopes high
Giving me false hope
I thank you for opening my eyes
Making me see the truth
Behind the veil
And into a bitter realistic world.

Without  a doubt
My world began crumbling
Waves swept over
Consuming it whole
Realizing there was no more
I departed
Content that I moved on
A new beginning

Enjoying the pain you go through
Absolutely humorous
Watching you ***** yourself with pins and needles
How I love to sit upside down
And be entertained with your conflicts
How I love the blood flowing
Watch me as I put the receiver on its hook

I saw you once today
But I was lost in your eyes
Just a glance at them
Send me into a sea of brown

Could I drown in them?
Lost at sea
Lost in your eyes

The color of the leaves changing from time to time
Temperature varies
Moody to match the heart

Do you really want to understand
How about knowing what it once was
Only to know it wasn't
Guessing is all you can do
Never trusting your instinct
How are you to understand
When the problem isn't clear

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