I'm awake now
Sing to me with your voice
Your words are magical
Almost lyrical
Almost like a songbird
I pray to be yours
And only yours
Sing to me your song
The one you sing for her
But should belong to me
Only me

How can you sleep at night
Knowing what you have done to him
Causes him to stir
To you, it was ***
For him, it was ****
How can you sleep

She cannot explain
What lurks inside her brain
We can only pray
For her that she will be well
How can she sleep at night
Not knowing what tomorrow will hold

How can we sleep at night
Knowing what has been done
How can we sleep at night
Knowing we can help

In the dark there was light
A tiny shimmer of hope dancing in the dark
Hope flowing
Serenity calming
Peace in the air
Silence was eternal bliss

Gentle soul
Standing before me
Broken hearted as you may be
Sad as you appear
To comfort you
A tedious task

A smile that lit my world
Will never dim
For I am your protector
I am your guardian
Leading you from harm
I am your friend

Memories are haunting
Plagued by bittersweet times
Forcing its way to the front of minds
Monster clawing its way
Making the sweet escape

Haunted
Never forgiven
Guilt consuming time
Insanity takes over

Banish these monsters
For no one deserves this torture
Banish these monsters
Who tear apart our souls
Who dismember us

God have mercy on these monsters
For they seek freedom
God have mercy on us
The victims of a brutal winter

Oh so easily annoyed
How I long to punch that thing you call a face
Leave it a ****** mess
Knowing you will have scars that will remind you of me
All those broken bones
A reminder of the pain that is only a start
The job is not yet over
I an the reaper of souls
I am an angry spirit haunting you for all eternity
I am your nightmare
Alive and healthy
Waiting to take revenge on all those that mocked me

Run run
I hear the sirens calling your name
Avoid life while you can
No use for you here anymore

Say hey
Just to pass time
Say hey
To be polite
Say hey
Just because

To find love in the darkest of times
And conquer a wicked heart
To find happiness in a far away land
And realize love was there all along

Find myself sitting
Alone once again
Today was anything but good
Just another day
Foolish games being played
Can we go back to whenever love didn't matter
Can we go back to when you and I were perfect
Can we
Can we
Again and again
At the end of the day
Tears are my only friends

Today  became today
Yesterday came and gone
Tomorrow never showed up
Later became soon
Eventually never came to realization
Time became stuck
Frozen in an endless vortex

Mistook your name
Thought of it as something we do
A simple mistake made in this day and age
What happened to us?

We were nearly perfect
Now standing here
A million mistakes condemned

My love for you is like a drug
And I'm hooked on you
I can never quit you
Because you're so addicting
And I wish I could quit you
But it's impossible

Held high on a mountain deemed impossible
Conqueror of a heart

False hope entered my heat
Bittersweet lies you gave me
Mind going blank

Swept me off my feet
Lifting me higher and higher
Taking me to that special place
Only all the lovers know
Singing and embracing
The world a better place it seems to be
With all the lovers
Sweet bliss

I once thought
We were eternal
But once again
I was wrong
Time flies
And a piece of life
Is rapidly dissolving
Where does life go?
Once it's gone
Does it stay
Or does it fade away?
The memories we once locked up
What becomes of it
Does it fade away
Or will it remain locked up?
Nothing but a mere secret
Never to be known
Even when we die

To whom is this addressed to?
I lost my sanity
I lost my friends
To my caustic tongue
Leave loneliness to me
Let the emotion stay within

To you I leave this
I leave my love
My hope
My muse
My common sense
To you

Failure tonight
To recognize the one
Quoting the princess
When all is known
Anonymous has bid farewell
For tonight
Will make you reconsider.

Blood shed
Bullets ripping the pure body to shred
Tainting the body with poison
Screaming in agony

Just a reminder
A silent battle amongst friends
Is as deadly as those across

Rotting flesh in air
Stench of death
Bittersweet smell
Of a victory lost

I shimmer for you
Catch on, catch on.
Oh, the very thrill of it,
Doing this to raise your eyebrows.
Makes you wonder
Who is invisible?
Blocked by your barriers
I know the way to your heart
The core of all that is pure
And evil
A being that is flawed
And perfect

Far, far away
Love in the time of trouble
A past shrouded by pain pressured on
Difficult to imagine
But so easy to find love

Far away
There is a land
Only one knows
The true meaning of love
For a lover, and also a child

To know him
Is to gather trust
Friendship a must
All smiles and genial
To know a boy, a friend, a lover, a father

The seams were coming undone
My heart was fragile now
Any little thing could cause me to fall apart
Becoming a broken piece of art
Shattered

Tell me
Why is it such a hassle to be near
Constant attacks
Too much to bare
Loved by one and none
Tell me
Is it better to be feared than loved

Screaming aloud with no words
Moving with no limbs
Eyes blinded
Spirit and soul in tact
Fighting to keep alive
Who needs appendages
When inside
The heart still beats
Mighty

I can finally see
No more rain clouds hovering above
Sunshine in my world
Making it seem so bright
Light illuminating my darkness
I can finally see

You can go your own way
I'll stay on my path
Can't trot along both
North and south
That's all you have
No between the lines
No grey area
Black and white
Is all we have

I've held on tight
Secure and safe
Yet it worries me
Inside protection
Danger lurks
What moves in darkness?
What silences the noises?
What gives fear its name?

There, there
The world can say what it wants
Remember there are others
With a sense of compassion
Those are the ones
Worthy of your kindness
Dry your eyes little brother
And shine like the starry nights

Hands overlapping each other
Warm to the touch
In a pool with water rushing by
People passing by
Not a care in the world
Sun high above
A reminder of how long there is to spend
Hands leading to a strong embrace
Diving into a stream
Leading to the path of love
Where eternity dwells
Where true romance shines

City games
Cheap and meaningless
Loveless affairs
Never intended
Simple mistakes
Teasing to please
Too far
Innocence taken away

For a second I wanted everything and nothing
To be left alone and to be found
To be loved and hated
To remember and forget
To feel nothing and everything
To know pleasure and pain
Joy and sorrow
To feel the sweetest sensation
To feel a lover
And touched by another
To see beyond the world
And be blinded by the universe
To hear everything
And deafened by the sound of music
To know the fame
And be wanted
To avoid the paparazzi
And live in isolation
Living lies
Truths in the open
Drunk and sober
A feeling so high
To find the will to live
A reason to die
An act of kindness
Acts of violence
Addicted to love
Dependent on everyone
A puzzle to solve
An open diary
To spring into action
And retreat in fear
To blossom from a seedling
And grow into a mighty tree
To know war and peace
To be spontaneous and predictable
To know the blessing of friends
And cruelness of enemies
To feel a summer breeze
And the strength of a hurricane
To see the beauty in nature
And man's destruction
To know true love
And lust after
To see heaven and hell
To feel God's love
And the devil's presence
To hear the cries of many
And triumph of one
To have a question
And the answers
These are the impossible dreams of an impossible prince

You consume my mind
Your presence is in my soul
Always in my head

The insults and cruelness
Were a constant reminder of how life worked
Tolerant of it all
A constant reminder of how this life was
I left home for a week
Seven days away from the insults
Given by friends who mean nothing now
I found a new home
But my home was sold without warning
And after a break in life
From this place I knew as hell
I realized home was where I went to
Not here where I was a fool
For lies that were guaranteed
For scars that would never heal
I found my Heaven
Ascended from my personal Hell
Now I know a place I call home

Is it really any use to worry
I can't have you
I never can
Why do I worry about you
Sometimes you're never around
Sometimes you never listen
Worrying didn't ever bother me before
That was until I met you
You've changed the rules
Now I worry constantly
Are you sick?
Are you alright?
Are you better when I'm not around?
Why do I worry
When I can't have you

You were never there
Never a shoulder to cry on
Never for support
Why are you here?
A branch, leaves that drop
Bending to the wind
You are not the friend I need
Nor I want

With many promises
The wind will carry us
Every day is a journey
Filled with uncertainty
One step at a time
Admiring the beauty life has to offer
And the joys we receive
Life is a miraculous thing