Your touch
Cold and frightening
Devoid of all emotions
Love is meaningless and taboo
Without love
What is there for us?
For me?

The word
Fragile
But considered taboo

No more words now
Just a silent evening
Blank stares
Closed mouths
A zombie

Substitution will not follow through
Made of stone
No proof of love

Stillness in time
Hearts ceasing to beat
Proving what I have to accomplish
To please the likes of you

Speaking in tongues
To waves crashing on the shore
Gibberish is all it knows
But our heart understands

Carrying a shimmering light
A beacon of hope to guide
To light the path
Of a darkened road

Feeling lost and all is forgotten
Colors fading to a bleak grey
A voice hoarse
Soul, numbless

The ending of us
Highly inevitable
The ending of the world
Maybe

Laughing at your sadness
Sweet satisfaction
Knowing you are forever alone
Buried in yourself
Wallow in your self pity
Wrap a flimsy shell to cover
That pathetic creature called you
Sit alone in the dark
And cry
And remember how you told me to go

Shattered
A heart ripped to shreds
Without reason
An empty feeling
Cold comfort
Knowing you are gone
Forever
A remnant of you remains
A keeper of haunting memories

Hello
Ignore
Again
Losing you
To your hate
No I cannot grasp the concept
Of ignoring you

Needing rain to bring the shine
Light to guide
Darkness to rest
Grow my tiny seed
Pouring my rain over you
Inner thoughts and memories
Washing over your tiny frame

Two hours ago it wasn't in thoughts
Two hours later I'm dead
Currently I'm caught in a crossfire
An hour ago it was premeditated
An hour later I'm bleeding
Tomorrow I'm laying in a morgue
Underneath a white sheet
Yesterday I was asleep
Dreaming of flying
Now I'm here
A week from today
My body is burning
Ashes being scattered
Last week I smelled the roses
And said someday