You walk righ t past me
Pretending I don't exist
I need you to keep me sane
I want you to hold me
And tell me everything will be fine
I want you to say everything
Everything to stop the tears

Lost my chance tonight
To say how I truly feel
Guess who lost the game tonight
Yes it is true
There are unspoken words that I need to say
Before they drown me in fear
Involved with this overactive imagination
Love, love, love
Such a sweet bliss
How it is to love
Another emotion that needs attention
Something I can hardly give
Yet I am willing to give it a chance

Where has time gone by?
I cannot even fathom where I spent my days
Or where I will be
This illusion has held me prisoner far too long
I shall break free from this hallucination
And seek out time to spend

Is it really any use to worry
I can't have you
I never can
Why do I worry about you
Sometimes you're never around
Sometimes you never listen
Worrying didn't ever bother me before
That was until I met you
You've changed the rules
Now I worry constantly
Are you sick?
Are you alright?
Are you better when I'm not around?
Why do I worry
When I can't have you

Should I just move on
Should I stay the same
Let myself be overwhelmed with guilt
As easy it is to move on
It is impossible to do so
The love and bond between us
Hard to break
So why go on
Knowing I let go of you

Welcome to my world
Welcome to my hell
Heaven doesn't exist in this place
Because if you are not there
There is no heaven
Just a world full of sorrow
Welcome to my world

Please future soldier
I don't want you to go to war
If a draft should come
Death would slowly enter me

I don't want to see any pain
Let alone in your face
Tears still form right now
Panic fills my thoughts

Will it come sooner
If so I wish to tell you
You are everything
So please don't go fight