I once thought
We were eternal
But once again
I was wrong
Time flies
And a piece of life
Is rapidly dissolving
Where does life go?
Once it's gone
Does it stay
Or does it fade away?
The memories we once locked up
What becomes of it
Does it fade away
Or will it remain locked up?
Nothing but a mere secret
Never to be known
Even when we die

Isn't it lovely
How you made me out to be a common *****
Making me feel loved
With all the money you threw at me
Foolish me
It was just a simple ******* say
I abandoned all my morals
And all my friends
All I ever wanted
Was to feel loved
You showed me it was impossible
That I was nothing more than a simple ****

I ask you to hold me
While I let out my tears
You sing to me
And I love your voice
You tell me you won't leave
So why can't I believe you
Even though you never lie

I've tried
And I keep trying
Not to cry
My emotions build
Overlapping each other
Growing endless until
I burst
And I guess tonight
Is the night
Where I lose it all
I let the tears flow
A river flowing
The pond filling
After a long drought
These tears seem eternal
When will it end?
When will the pain cease?
When can I enjoy life?
Without worrying?

My love for you is like a drug
And I'm hooked on you
I can never quit you
Because you're so addicting
And I wish I could quit you
But it's impossible

I walked past you in the hall
Did you take the time to see me?
Did you take the time to say hi?
Did you even notice the way I slowed down when I saw you?
Did you see the way I looked at you?
Did you?

A cold lonely road I left behind
The journey alone is frightening
Why am I stuck at this crossroad?
I left home to get away from life
Why am I still waiting?
And I pretend to be fine
I am waiting to find a bus
That leads me to anywhere but home
Hiding from a world that showed me no love
Only hatred
Heading somewhere
Anywhere