No more confusion
No more sadness
Eternal bliss reigning my soul
Sunlight illuminates the darkness
No more clouds hovering above
No more rain
Sweet scent overpowering my senses
Eyesight restored
No more waiting
I know the meaning of happiness

Emptiness? Loneliness?
Numbness
People start to rush by
Not noticing the world pass them by
Twilight dwindles, shining sun peers over the wall
Hoping to catch someone offguard

You meant so much to me
And all you caused was sweet pain
All the tears I shed
Bottled up frustration
Invisible to you
Did you ever glance at me?
Did you ever see the boy in love with you?
Did you?

A captive heart is but a slave
And the lover is the master
A captive heart is forever owned
Always set free by heartbreak

Cold autumn
A friendship that dwindled
An old romance that never sparked
A rare smile when we meet
Distinguishing happiness from a lie
Wondering if you were a simple a mistake
Maybe it was a bad romance
A romance that never began
A romance that was an illusion all along

Falling down
Grasping at air
Catching nothing
Further and further down the hole I go

Hard earth prevents me from continuing
Many doors with possibilities
A mirror to reflect my actions, a doppelganger
Uncertain whether to chase the rabbit

If I follow, will I escape?
Or will I become a prisoner?
Captured by a Heart
Forcing me to be its slave

I am a lost child
Looking for choices in a wonderland
Imaginary solutions to reality
Never again will I dwell in it

Cold comfort in this chase
Guilty pleasure of this high
Adrenaline pumping
Alert and aware of everything

Find myself staring at a hole
Destined to be repeated
Never ending cycle
And I fall again

A thief in the night
Lurking in the dark
Seeking treasure
His reward the prized jewel
Sought out by the lost