I'm sorry that  I can't be with you now. But I'm extremely missing you so muchhhh. Careers tied the knot separating you and me. Every tear coming from my eye got your name and feelings for you engraved within it. Crying doesn't mean you hurt me. But it signifies my happiness around you,with you. So let me express it for you. Love You.

When you are extremely sad and you suddenly find the key for your happiness, you might not feel happy at the very instant but, for the next second you will break into tears and vent out your entire sorrow.

Then : I have my writings and I have you
Now : I have my writings but not you.
The only thing permanent is my writings.
Things have gone so far.

After the evening we met, My eyes were lensing into the woods while traveling back home. Missing the memories we had spent the entire summer on the only ground where we are now apart. Tears splattering through my eyes and wetting my hair strands. My face nerves punishing barely that it can't even sense the tears. Moments illuminating each and every second. Autumn leaves grieving to find you in me. Nose paralyzed with the blood flushing out. Breeze caressing the situation isolating me. Many things were done by you which doesn't even witness.
There you are.
In my habits. In my senses.
In my heart. In my memories.

There were times that blamed me for leaving you alone. Sometimes they make me realize that you are valuable too. You are selfish too. You are trustworthy too. You are manageable too. You are destructive too. You are counted too. You are YOU which made my past forgotten TOO.

Deep down my heart is melting like a cheese when a hot knife put on.
Missing you with most sacred feelings holding back the weeping of my pupils.
Hating you was never my thing ever.
Studies. Made a hard choice.
Distance is a terrible thing.
Vacating from the imagination can't let me feel your presence.
Can't tell my little brain to stop this feed of nonstop thoughts of yours.
When can I again have your gaze on me?
When can I put my heart on yours while sleeping?
Missing wasn't my thing until you came.

Had a couple of chitchats. He expressed his dissatisfaction with her habit of sharing everything she had in her mind and heart with him. She said, "Whenever I conceal the pain in my heart, he dislikes it. Similarly, I dislike the sadness in his heart. So to prevent his aversion, I'm not going to let any sorrows into my heart and make hard to him."
"She is the best thing that ever happened in my life." he said with moist eyes. Once again, We were filled with a smile from the bottom of our hearts.