My hair had enough breakages just as my heart.

It's not that every person you love, deserved to be your best one from their side. They've their own priorities. They've their own life to lead. You must be aware of this. And no expectation kills you.

A feeling before you are aware of getting hurt, hits hard.

Then: Your missed call made me worried.
Now : Your missed call makes me tense.

My heart scattering into pieces
Your eyes sparkling at his but not mine
My blood cogulating like anything
My throat gulping for evey second you laugh at him
Why can't your eyes shoot mine?
Don't they deserve?!

Sharing stares is good, but letting them know that I love to, is unbelievably good.

I cannot sleep right after this conversation
I  ******* hate my feelings which gonna hurt me in the future being aware.
I can't just let it out even for 3 days...Feeling like hell.
I can't withstand those memories haunting me out for having once more into a relationship.
I can neither hide my feelings nor express them.
It is tearing my heart into pieces that can't again hold out my feelings to someone anymore.
I shouldn't let my heart skip again for someone's love .