A feeling before you are aware of getting hurt, hits hard.

Then: Your missed call made me worried.
Now : Your missed call makes me tense.

My heart scattering into pieces
Your eyes sparkling at his but not mine
My blood cogulating like anything
My throat gulping for evey second you laugh at him
Why can't your eyes shoot mine?
Don't they deserve?!

Sharing stares is good, but letting them know that I love to, is unbelievably good.

I cannot sleep right after this conversation
I  ******* hate my feelings which gonna hurt me in the future being aware.
I can't just let it out even for 3 days...Feeling like hell.
I can't withstand those memories haunting me out for having once more into a relationship.
I can neither hide my feelings nor express them.
It is tearing my heart into pieces that can't again hold out my feelings to someone anymore.
I shouldn't let my heart skip again for someone's love .

You said that you needed time..but i don't wanna give you even that time.  I just can't wait to hold you in my hands

Don't hesitste when opening up your feelings to someone. This moment may not be the same as when you are going to be rejected. And there will be void misunderstandings.