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Amby Feb 2020
In the absence of your face
I see what I can't have
I'm immortalizing everything
..Your presence and your laugh

In the absence of your words
I hear what I wish you'd say
The sound of you so close to me
..NEVER  fading away

In the absence of our time
I miss what could have been
Something equaling forever
..Nothing missing in between

In the absence of my words
I regret my quiet withdrawal
I wish I would have spoken free
..Now my time is gone

In the absence of what is us
There will always be something there
In the absence of my 'Goodbye'
Just know ..I will ALWAYS CARE
Thanks for reading 🖤
Amby Mar 2020
I am broken
I am flawed
I am weak
I am a fraud

I am damaged
I am filthy
I am a liar
I am guilty

I am ruined
I am ashamed
I am immoral
I am to blame

I am negative
I am biased
I am unworthy
I am defiant

....could you love me anyway?
Thanks for reading 🖤
Amby Feb 2020
Inside there's a darkness
My oldest familiar freind
Together from the very start
Beautiful voice in my head
Inside there's a stranger
Often knocking on the walls
Not sure how it knows me
But I answer when it calls
Thanks for reading 🖤
Amby Feb 2020
Satisfaction is mythical
A fairytale of sorts
A neverending tragedy
A story that always distorts
It creates a longing ache
For something to fulfill
A reason is irrational
Hard to swallow is the pill
Thanks for reading 🖤

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