This vulnerability
I want to lick it up
Tease it all away with my tongue
I want to take your sadness in my hands
And kiss it away, to nothing
I want you clean, and bare, and ready
Pessimism drowned by arousal
Your mind, your body,
Your sweet, scarred, aching heart
I want you  
Open, understanding, strong
Ready for me.

Snap clack a strap
Against a yielding thigh
There's nothing functional
About soft and silky stockings
Tethered to a slender belt.
Take this challenge;
Run your hands from heels to hips,
Many textured pleasures
As you run your hands past satin seams
The shock of smooth flesh
Giving way to moistness
As you reach the final prize.

Relentless Desire,
The worst kind of hunger.
Tears follow every moment of ecstasy,
I grieve for my unassuaged lust.
I long for you in delirium,
Pull at my own skin, disturbed
by another pull within.
I am angered by helpless want
Raking my nails across sheets sodden ,
Soaked with desperate dreams,
Staring for hours at an addicts face
Hollow, ashen, hungry, sad
Afraid.

Blank
Zero
Space
NULL

You cannot use null in a comparison.
Null has unpredictable results.

He is blank.
I am null.
He will overwrite me
And then, I can be used.