Am i writing for myself
Or is it for u to know...
My presence couldn't express
The Pain u watered to Grow
Every Bit thats broken
Every word unspoken
Still wants u
Still needs u
Just to let u know
The Pain u watered to Grow

Luking at me ur eyes shinning...
Deep in tears asking for forgivness,
i see my reflection there
All that time i spend ,drowning in tears wasn't fair...
Your harsh behaviour turned a beautiful place into a drought land
All the gud time we spend
got covered with Sand
Everything urs was mine,mine was yours
Love strings knotted....
Scars on heart were not visible but
But ma fake smile was getting spotted.
Even if i were distracted, i would have never given acceptance...
Turning me into someone i wasn't
was making a beautiful flower loose it's fragrance
Decision i had to take, moved On
No place for darkness anymore
CAUSE
Couldn't effort hurting myself again like Before .

I am looking at u....

Noticing ur smile
Happiness on ur face....not for me neither cause of me...thats against ur style .
I am still luking at u...trying to search for tears that might exist smwhere missing me...but not a single trace of me was all could see
I continue luking at u....wanting u to luk at me...smthing u should say
My eyes filled with tears when u luked at me...smiled....bt giving a strange luk ,walked away .
Standing there alone....i was waiting
Expectation i had...was all fading
Glow on my face reappeared when i saw u again
With roses n choclates in hand
Made me realize there is smwhere i still remain...
As i accepted ur rose....smthing ***** me hard...n now
My eyes asking me to go back to sleep again...cause my heart didn't want my bit of happiness to discard .
No wonder....u will nvr see
Nvr understand what i expected u to be....still in thought writing abt u...thats how much u r alive in me  .