The sorrow within me consumes me from the inside out
It surges through my brain sending me into confusion and doubt
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck in a whirlpool of emotions
Do I even want out because I'm used to this pain
If I somehow become happy would I believe its my brain
Or did something take over
My mind and what makes me me
Will I ever understand how it feels to be free

Control the pain within me
Don't let the others see it
They dont deserve to be tormented
Don't let them see the intensity of the fire inside
I can't control it just takes me over
It won't stop controlling me