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Alex Sep 2019
Time is sprinting ahead of me
and I can't catch up
I've lost track of my life around me
and the people who are stuck

The end is right there
I need to run, run, run
but time got there first
and now I'm in trouble, just my luck

I can't keep up with my papers and friends
my thoughts and confusion taking control
I'm letting it take over me, I gave up my fight
all I'm gonna do now is wait for the right time
(to say it aloud)
Alex Aug 2019
Ahead of me is a meadow
Full of beautiful flowers
I love to see every one of them
So vibrant in their color
Blue flowers, and pink flowers
Whichever will I choose?
I can't decide, so I take both
Both I love the same

She wants me to pick blue only
She'll hate me if I pick pink
Even if I choose both flowers
She'll never let me win
So I hide the pink flower from her
And my love for it
And show her my blue flower
And how much I adore it
Alex Aug 2019
We're growing up
That's all it is
then why does it have to
feel like this?

The summers are shorter
birthday's less special
Christmas doesn't feel the same
and we don't get candy on Halloween anymore

everything's falling around us
as we see the true world
what people actually are like
and what they wish to do

I wish it didn't have to come to this
I wish we could be just kids
but we can't stop ourselves growing up
so I guess it's time to get used to it
Alex Jun 2019
On the outside, I'm just like you
I laugh at the jokes you make
When you make fun of me
And it's as if they never could get to me
Never, at all

However, as much as I wish it was true
I'm too afraid of you.
I know you'll make fun of me more
If I told you how those jokes hurt

I can never express the things I like
Such as the music I enjoy,
Because I'll get in trouble
For it being so unpure

It may be my own fault I'm like this
I've let my fears and insecurities take over me
But honestly, I think it's just
The way you all raised me.
My classmates, parents, siblings, and cousins too
Your influence on me has taken control
As well as society's too
Alex Jun 2019
How to describe what happens in my head?

Well, I guess I'll just start with this.

It's almost like a colorful storm that changes every day. The rain falling down is never the same. At night the rain turns acidic and tears me down. But in the morning, when I wonder what that was all about, the rain helps it all grow back.
It's weird, I'll admit, and I'm not sure anyone else feels this. But that the best way I can put my feelings into words
Without feeling it again
Alex Jun 2019
In my back yard grows a plant
I ignore it, usually
Sometimes it grows too big
And its branches begin to wrap around my house
I don't know what to do, so I watch it
The branches try to consume my roof
My walls
Everything inside
Then I get scared and run outside with an axe
I chop, and chop, and chop
But I can't see anymore,
because it's too dark
I don't let anyone help me
I know it's my fault it happens
"What if it takes over their homes too?" I always think.
I chop until sunrise when it begins to wilt away
The sun dissolves it, and I throw down my axe.
I smile, happy once more.
And I go into my house, that's once again filled with light

And I look at the small tree outside, wondering
"What could it ever do to me?"
Alex Jun 2019
It's a simple word
Used for so many things
But it's not strong enough to describe
What I feel for you

I love you, but more than you think.
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