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Before I sleep, images flash across my mind before she wraps her arms around around me.

Recently, all I've seen is you, still around.
Your plush fur, your soft purrs and the headbutts you used to give me.

When I wake, I'm slapped with cold reality as I see your final resting place.

When I found you, your once warm fur was cold, but you didn't look like you were scared.
You went to sleep, that was the last thing you did.

Now I'm here picking up the pieces of my heart.
Wondering if I was the cause of the stopping of yours.

Soon, you will lay down under the very sand you used to tread, sleeping as you were.

Sleep well my prince, and tell Boss I'll see you both soon

No matter what, I will always love you
And once I pass the gate, I hope to see you waiting for me
R.I.P Stoney Baloney. You will forever be missed
You've never been here, you don't know if you're going to pass or fail, might as well put your best foot forward and fight like hell!
I know the truth. I understand it all now. You've been like this from the very start.
I will never understand how you could be surrounded by love and care and still pick apart the flaws and make that your reality instead—but I guess that happens when you're a full-blown narcissist.

Your whole life, you've had chance after chance to change, to look inward, to finally heal from or live with your faulty wiring. But every single time, you chose not to.
I never had much of a childhood because of that. And before you bring up the “luxuries” I had, just stop. I never needed those things. I needed love. I needed safety. I needed a mom.

Your selfishness didn’t just hurt me. It tore into everyone around you. Look at it—really look.
You ruined every chance we had at a real relationship. You even stole the closure we should have had. And for what? To feed your ego a little longer?

Now it’s my turn.
I’m going to be a mother myself soon—and you will never know your grandchild.
Best part is, you’ll live with that. With whatever’s left of that methed-up brain of yours, you’ll watch me become everything you never were.
You failed—at being a daughter, a friend, a wife, a mother. You failed even harder at making me your clone.

I am nothing like you, and I will NEVER be anything like you.
Now, rot in the misery you’ve chosen over and over again—and know it is your only friend.
Forgive the personal information, just proud of myself and wanted to share
I dreamt today I was back to where I was.
I let someone control me once again when ties are severed.
I saw my attempts at success and how they all have failed so far.

Worst of all,
I saw myself hurting my children and just being okay with it.


I know it's just a dream,
But the idea of being there again...
Made me force myself awake


Either way, I'm glad it was just a dream
And maybe, just maybe, this path is the right one
I hate you......
Actually, I really don't....

I just hate how you were able to leave so easily
How you flew away without a second thought
While I hit concrete walls

Sometimes, I wonder how you are
If you really got that far
Will I be able to do the same?
Or am I stuck with this ball and chain?

Soon, my house will be one bigger
One more mouth to feed
And more money to the fitter

The more it grows, the more I worry
That I won't give them
A life that's worthy of living
What happened to society?
Where greed takes priority?
Self becomes the whole
Instead of the ones with no homes

Follow up with a job
Suddenly, they don't even know who you are
But yet will slam the hammer down
"I'm sorry, but we're going a different direction"

So close, yet so far
Like a line on the hook
Shaking the stick with a sinister look

Forget the people,
Provide for the rich
Let people die
While we dig the ditch
The world is a joke
No worries, it's lost hope
A sting and stain
With nothing to gain

While the stupid laugh and play
Not a single cent to pay
The good and honest suffer
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