Ah, a wonderful thing,
No wrong when it's involved

Previous employer wanting to prove he doesn't lack in the genital region
Calling me a nuisance...

They fired me for no reason, I walked away peacefully. Visited a couple of times for fun and friends who still worked there.

Yet here I am not allowed to enjoy the business festivities because I'm a "nuisance"

Yeah, nobody is questioning your genitals now!

A plastic bag for the two of us.
Natural medicine to share.
Take a little bit, and it'll send you there.
Where? I'm not sure I can only depict what I saw.

A woman, beautiful and strong. Her eyes closed as if she was asleep. Green in color, she pulsed her image into me.

Was she telling me that she was a part of me?
Circles surrounded her, characters I've never seen in between.

What does it truly mean?
Is she one who created me? Claimed me?
I can't say.

And I look for her, still, to this day

How many times are the same words spoken before you listen?
How many times can you go through the same lesson without learning?

The circles you wish to break take effort to make. You must fight to take back yourself!
Look, see. Take your eyes and witness all the parts of you you wish not to be.

Take it all and begin to change. Efforts just rearranged. Have courage, bravery!

Before you're a victim of your own slavery

One day, one single day changed my life forever. I was a lowly Housekeeper trying to survive and a simple cog in the machine of capitalism. I came into the gas station after work for daily commodities. Beer, caffeine, and cigarettes. A pair of piercing blue eyes met mine  as I came to check out and next thing I knew, I was floating in a calm sky. Conversation happened, I know it did, I could hear the talking in my ears, yet words didn't register. The next thing I remember was me walking to my car with my mundane items. A resolve set into my heart, "I have to know their name! Next time I see them, I will ask"

There once was a pigeon.
She was soon to bee a mother and made her nest upon a roof.
A simple little nook that seemed well enough for her young.
Soon enough, eggs filled the nest and she sat upon them as much as she could.
The humans who passed by would scare her and the father, but they guarded the nest day and night.
Weeks passed and a storm blew in.
Winds whipped, rain fell, lightning flashed through the sky as the crack of thunder soon followed.
The mother pigeon held onto her eggs as tightly as possible.
A gust of wind, a quick flash, and one egg remained.
The mother mourned the ones who did not get a chance to follow the winds of the sky, but she looked at the one who survived with hope.

More time passed, the egg hatched, winds howled the landscape as the mother pigeon looked for food.
She arrived to an empty nest.

My heart was torn in two
And I still ******* miss you
Lied to me through and through,
Yet I still ******* miss you

To hear your voice once again
To hold your hand
To hug and draw in your sweet scent
The fact of the matter is; I ******* miss you

I wanted good for us all
To succeed, not fall
The family I shaped
Now feels empty as you left your place

I make an extra plate
Just in case you come home
You don't have to be alone!
I ******* miss you...

I was never one who liked silence
I'm not particularly sure why
Maybe it reminds me of childhood
Where cries were ignored

Maybe it's because of the voices
That keep rolling around
“Be quiet!” I tell them
But they increase their sound

Piercing through my heart like a dagger blade
It carves my heart to this very day
The silence deafening over me
Until the day it becomes sweet

The silence inside me
I'd rather not keep