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Ah, a wonderful thing,
No wrong when it's involved

Previous employer wanting to prove he doesn't lack in the genital region
Calling me a nuisance...

They fired me for no reason, I walked away peacefully. Visited a couple of times for fun and friends who still worked there.

Yet here I am not allowed to enjoy the business festivities because I'm a "nuisance"

Yeah, nobody is questioning your genitals now!
Me venting.
A plastic bag for the two of us.
Natural medicine to share.
Take a little bit, and it'll send you there.
Where? I'm not sure I can only depict what I saw.

A woman, beautiful and strong. Her eyes closed as if she was asleep. Green in color, she pulsed her image into me.

Was she telling me that she was a part of me?
Circles surrounded her, characters I've never seen in between.

What does it truly mean?
Is she one who created me? Claimed me?
I can't say.

And I look for her, still, to this day
Who was she? My first thought was that she was Mayan. I don't know why, but during my trip, I was so sure, yet I still can't find her
How many times are the same words spoken before you listen?
How many times can you go through the same lesson without learning?

The circles you wish to break take effort to make. You must fight to take back yourself!
Look, see. Take your eyes and witness all the parts of you you wish not to be.

Take it all and begin to change. Efforts just rearranged. Have courage, bravery!

Before you're a victim of your own slavery
Inspired by repetitive motion happening lately in my life and my effort to break free. A call to others who are in a similar situation to follow me and take courage.
Airi Lightmoon Dec 2024
My heart was torn in two
And I still ******* miss you
Lied to me through and through,
Yet I still ******* miss you

To hear your voice once again
To hold your hand
To hug and draw in your sweet scent
The fact of the matter is; I ******* miss you

I wanted good for us all
To succeed, not fall
The family I shaped
Now feels empty as you left your place

I make an extra plate
Just in case you come home
You don't have to be alone!
I ******* miss you...
What do you do when you gave everything you have to someone who never loved you? What do you do when the lack of their precence is killing you? Write it out!
Airi Lightmoon Nov 2024
I was never one who liked silence
I'm not particularly sure why
Maybe it reminds me of childhood
Where cries were ignored

Maybe it's because of the voices
That keep rolling around
“Be quiet!” I tell them
But they increase their sound

Piercing through my heart like a dagger blade
It carves my heart to this very day
The silence deafening over me
Until the day it becomes sweet

The silence inside me
I'd rather not keep
Airi Lightmoon Nov 2024
How come there appears to be no justice in this world?
The ****** get rich and powerful,
The drug dealers get free homes and free food,
The rapists and animal abusers go free,
And somehow, we will let criminals in office,
Yet others spend their lives behind bars.

The rich watch the poor from their golden towers,
Bellies, full and fat.
Laughing as the starved fight over their scraps.
Committing crimes that make the devil blush,
Determining how much or little those “beneath them” get,
And how much.

Artists die young,
Creating pieces that were once sung.
Innovators are drowned out by profit.
Voices once strong, choked by greed
Carving your own path is “illegal”
Self-sustenance is “selfish”
Terminating life is a “right”
And living free is a crime...

America and the people within are hated,
Full of mindless bloodshed to **** the “mutt”
Women are mistreated,
And men never get to see their sons.

Why??

“My God is superior”
As the minor differences lead to war
“Allah,””God,””Gods,”
Can they not see it is all the same?

They all claim they know the answer,
They are all fools
For no one truly knows what’s on the other side
Some have claimed to dance there for a short time.
But, who’s to say what they saw was real?

Belief of something that cannot be proven
A Maker, A puppeteer pulling the strings of fate
Is the entity really there?
Or are the prayers sent to the skies unheard?

If there’s no answers, what is left?
Explored a darker side of writing after someone important to me mentioned it one day. Was a refreshing time. Hope y'all enjoy
Airi Lightmoon Nov 2024
Why do you deny me and my sincerity?
Why are you telling me I lack accountability?
Words cutting deep like a knife upon me.
I know what I did, I understand the damage I caused,
I’m changing and growing. I’m no longer that person anymore
It’s upsetting you hold onto a past me and don’t see

I destroyed everything dear, sure
I’m not the only one
It takes two to tango
Here I am, wanting to rebuild, move forward

Mistakes and betrayals were made.
I cannot undo them
Only show you that I’m not them
I can’t though, if you simply won’t see it

I’m sorry I caused so much pain and we can’t rebuild
I hope one day we can
I hope one day we can laugh with each other again
And share a happy home

For as long as you hold onto that version of me,
It simply won’t happen.
So why waste time trying to convince someone
When they refuse to open their eyes?
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