Green

Green Jan 21

Words

there’s these words
that we used to whisper in secret
words that we claimed to be ours
now I find myself haunted by them
they are just words after all
words that used to be meaningless
before they found you
words that take me back in time
to a place where I loved you

Green Jan 21

Untitled

I’ve walked this road
a thousand times before
yet I’ve never truly walked it
physically I’m here moving my body
slowly but surely arriving the destination
however my soul
is everything but present
its losing itself over memories
over what ifs
those **** what ifs
replaying the past like a favourite song
over and over again
reminiscing over what’s lost
what’s yet to be found
trying somehow in someway
to justify the space between
where my mind drifts
and where my feet land

Green Nov 2024

I wait

I wait
The clouds turn to ash
I wait
Trying to find another path
I wait
I look at you laugh
I wait
Holding on to the bare minimum
I wait

The battery on my phone died, so i waited. Then i started to think about waiting, which inspired this poem. I wrote it on a green school board. And as my phone came back to life i decided to post it here. Its been a while after all. I wish you a nice day

Green Oct 2024

Untitled

i yearn
to simply exist
to live and breathe
without the shallow doubts
you force upon me

Green Oct 2024

Regret

I don’t feel like waking up
showing up
yet i never regret the times i do
the days i choose easy
when the sleep consumes me
all i do is regret
all i am is regret
regret, regret, regret

Green Oct 2024

One wish

and if the world
could grant me one wish
I would wish upon the world
that you are as obsessed
with me as i am you

Green Sep 2024

Volume

the volume
you put on the individual
determines how loud
you can hear
the screams from their soul
and how much
of them
you truly see