Green

Green Nov 13

I wait

I wait
The clouds turn to ash
I wait
Trying to find another path
I wait
I look at you laugh
I wait
Holding on to the bare minimum
I wait

The battery on my phone died, so i waited. Then i started to think about waiting, which inspired this poem. I wrote it on a green school board. And as my phone came back to life i decided to post it here. Its been a while after all. I wish you a nice day

Green Oct 23

Untitled

i yearn
to simply exist
to live and breathe
without the shallow doubts
you force upon me

Green Oct 18

Regret

I don’t feel like waking up
showing up
yet i never regret the times i do
the days i choose easy
when the sleep consumes me
all i do is regret
all i am is regret
regret, regret, regret

Green Oct 18

One wish

and if the world
could grant me one wish
I would wish upon the world
that you are as obsessed
with me as i am you

Green Sep 22

Volume

the volume
you put on the individual
determines how loud
you can hear
the screams from their soul
and how much
of them
you truly see

Green Sep 22

sunflower

i yearned for you
I crave you
like a sunflower bathing
in the rain

Green Sep 22

the villain

the anger switched places with pain
and the screaming switched places with shame
cause i am to blame

nothing
thats what i deserve from you
thats what i get for breaking your heart in two

lies
empty promises
thats all i gave to you

you left me no choice
thats what i shouted at the stars
knowing i would make scars