I thirst, for another drop from that liquor store
Just to forget you
And i know, that i lust for the dose of your touch on me
Please don't forget me
But i know, your quench of us is temporary
Deep down, it's burried

everything needs to be streamlined
but at this point i just need one eluding
grapevine
tho the moral sits in thin line
i just need to hear your voice on the line
i can keep the grind
mind me not, how was i to know
that my time binds

and my grimes, bounded
what comes up must come down
but what am i on?
a substance to turn me on?
or substansial run to denounce
that i’m dethroned; my childhood in rone
when my dream is in rome
who said i can’t be crowned
just need to kickback on my payment
cause next time i’m gon’ spot y’all on
these bills will turn to bliss
i will get through this
pull through this
not gon be pulled apart in tears

I think, you should've been a could've been.
Urgh!

Photos that recall me back to you, deleted.
Urgh!

Finding your hair near my bed, swept underneath.
Urgh!

Well well,
I wish you well cause you tossed your coin in a wishing well, weird.
Urgh!

Look who we have here

You frog in the well, keep dishing yourself some dirt!
Urgh!

Im tired.
Im tired of making the same mistakes over and over again.
Im tired.
Im tired of wanting to achieve my dream without doing any causes.
Im tired.

When i try to make a change,
i don’t know which one; either my mind, my heart, my guts, my soul(?)
will stop me from doing what’s best.
But i know my mind keeps telling me to change,
so i know he’s not the perpetrator.

So which one is the suspect?
Or maybe all of the rest are plotting against me.
Or am i trying to convict someone else in my life for my misbehaves
because i totally understand
there’s no one that i can point my finger on.
So i created all these illusions — disillusioned as it sounds —
just to set me free
from all the burden
of not doing my responsibilities right.

Posed and felt well
Hose and water fell
Breaking bells
Cause i hate the tone that it tells
Like witch if she's hitting on Gretel

Feels like the world should be read in brails
I fall and i fail so everyone can feel well
I vow and leave trails so that no one can be letf behind
Entrailed and bewildered are the sentence in thosw words themselves
I don't know what im saying so please don't take my words for granted
Painted panted breath
Is how my words describe my wolrd

i can be happy with series
of books; comics, novels, etc.
i can be happy sipping a drink with an SO
i love her like XO

when the world can only gives me KO
READ IT BACKWARDS IT’S still an OK
for my sake, it's a piece of cake
and my hot takes are the thing that breaks...
me

do you wanna cry ill will
unlike roomie and her skills
my homie won't let me get killed
and i considered this place a homie
feels *****
like morning dew and honey
a rapture sobbing party

Cause you get me up high
Imma put on airs
Cause the AC just gets me cold
I dont want you to be cold
But just be cold, i hate signals
Cause now i am picking petals
To break my walls
Or hit the pedals
Cause you know you got me under

Ruined weekends
Here we go
Thinking of you
Here we go
I love weekdays
to let this go
Thinking of you
R.I.P tomorrow