Maybe, i want popularity
That's why i hate it so much 'cause i don't have it
Maybe, i want to be a part of something
That's why i fall apart 'cause i don't have it
Or maybe, that's what i thought i percieved about being "connected"


Do you know what it feels like to be so disconnected?
Like you really don't know what's going on?
But everything's fine when i don't try to understand what's going on

And everything's on fire when i try to feel connected or be a part of something
Like toning down myself;
Well it's still necessary to tone down yourself, but don't do it for everyone? Idk i could be wrong

And my life is just fine
why should i put on the energy for such life that i don't understand
Just do what i know and be nice
It's not that I'm better than anyone
It's just i see things differently
Or is that what's going on with everyone?
They already know nobody's going to understand them, and they won't get anyone either?

So with that common ground they bond with each other easily
Whilst i'm falling behind 'cause i think about it too much?
Now that i don't think that much
It turns out there are people like me
I can see them
And feel connected
And it turns out
It's everyone(?)
Even though the bond is temporary temporarily
Now i don't have the grudge from people leaving
Or doing me wrong
'Cause i know it's their perspective
Or i just don't understand and just apologize then make terms
Sounds a lot easier

Idk man
But it's peaceful just to be myself even if I'm not by myself when i don't think about it that much

"Where the h is my key?"
"Oh there it is"

And then you are late

So it's either manage some spare times
Or just have some more spare keys

In terms of our conditions
There are no terms and conditions
I will make terms,
for all of our conditions

Lazuli painted sky looks sinking over the wispy cloud
My eyes stare, glaring over the thoughts of you--
Also sinking under my clouded judgment

The moon rises, shyly
Blushing a little
As the awaited sun sets itself over the horizon
I let my eyes on a lower gaze
Humbled, while the stars cheer over the moon's luminescent
I remember your scent
And how we move in rotation just like the mother earth
We aslo revolve on something that we deserve
"Each other"

Yet so far we chase one after another
Wanna be together
And when we're aligned,
there are more than one spectrum of eclipse
We are the star of that show, that night. Shadowing but not over-shadowing
Showcasing our love--short, dynamic
Eyes looking up in awe, on us--ecliptic

And the breeze kisses, time flies
The show's over
We revolve around our own orbit
Excited for the next alignment
The next parade.

Be ready to say "goodbye"
When you have the guts to say "hello"

I'm tired of trying to live like a movie
Findind and waiting closure and ambiguity

We get along the (path)way
We partway along the way

Both sentences for the same reason

Just because we need to get somewhere