It has come to this
When your soul travels like breeze
Despite your body freezes
And thus, no toast; no cheers

Like it or not
From your lung through your throat
Finding meanings on a life boat
It has come this, something foretold

That your true ending comes in a coffin
After tons of intake of daily caffeine
It has come this and everyone says ameen
Leave you behind only the wailings

Not the true feelings
It has come to this
Desperate for wordly bliss
Now we want the heaven's kiss

I feel like the "never" is getting closer
As i take my feet off of my bed
The cieling feels shorter than before
I am getting older
Responsibilities cave in like a boulder
And the weights on my shoulder feels heavier and heavier
I thought i will "never" age
I thought i was free from that cage
Turns out I'm no different than the rest
I need to take it better
As many as the counted birthday cakes
That number multiplies in every step i take

I've traveled all known distances
Feels instantaneous
But for this extend, a well known ground discerns aberrant

Undergoing something deviant
I notice alterations grow significant
Anchoring me to a notable adherence
Something about appearance

Or the stregnthen perseverance

I've been through worse
However the "never" feels close
Doesn't know wether it's desired,
But I'm tethered
Tho' hesitation incited, choices indicted

But step, is now determined
I know what's mine
I won't look back and behind
I ascertain the concerns;
into cinders, i turn them

If you text him first
Why'd you even bother trying to make it up to me

What's the point of a race
If you're not an ace
Just embrace your disgrace
You can't keep up the pace

No trace of your practise took place
What's grace now ain't the process
It's the blaze of the podium's stances
So just graze upon your downtown phase


I know you're fazed
Just bowdown and embrace
Your defeats, carresed
Can't stay careless, but it's headles

Your glory isn't victorious
Agony might feel rigorous
Isn't that obvious?
Intense and oblivious

So if y'all want the old me
I might give it

well, i know that traction means tension
sanction; full of obligation
mild litigation from my conducts of actions
so pick up the pace
or just let me phase
and just erase
ah! you little feeble
your dependency makes me dependent as well