When it rains, it’s just not only rain,
Pouring her hearts out, the mother nature weeps seeing,
Somewhere among the blissful existences and lives,
Her son, every minute, who dies going into the vain.

Have had always hated this fall of tears, the rain
Have had hated the covering of dark and black,
Over the blessed days and nights, asphyxiating wide rejoice
Having said, for me it only hails to bleed the mourn.

And today, like every that day, I’ve agonies lot to cry,
A lot to skip my beats, my breathe, my soul.
Though have the reasons got defined, still I blame her not
But to this natural curse, which has torn the stories been inscribed.

Now that you’ve got the flow, fall along the fall,
Can’t stop this while, as I adore your depart,
When the colossal nature will advance with time,
Standing beneath a shed, I’ll stand and wait
As while you make return, the hour might be dark and late.


(05:30)

Has the stir of mind, like the cosmos growing, as if
Ever have begged this moment from Zion,
Where this moment comes to be a savior,
Shall demise the distinct distances, unlock the *******.

Aromale, O Aromale!

Blissful hours midst the blessed diligence,
Ecstasies in life, euphoric is your living ages.  

Thou turn stone to Sandelholzol, by thy rapturous touch,
Way the mirrors even shy, when thou stand them,
When my each breathe holds your reside,
Where my every moment lives thy aroma,
Thy murmuring deep talks in my ears,
From the dusk till dawn and the day till night,
That every ******* I’ll live, needs ages to rewind.

Now that I’ve hold you, will wish again for a life,
No distances, these inseparable souls could survive.

Thou be Priyadarshini, my gold carved female Swan,
Now, here’s my heart call, every dusk and dawn,
Let’s dive side by side, to the sink of love,
If deeper is the bond, you’re looking for.

Aromale, O Aromale!


(18:50)

Thou be the ray of my light, my sighs,
Falls apart through the cracks of our bond,
The bond of togetherness, crowned as love,
The love, which bleeds no more.

Over the ages, from dusks to dawns,
It arrives, stays, and departs.

During its stay, it pours off emotions for you,
Erases the memories we clung onto,
Dries away the tears of depart,
Starves the hunger of your sight,
Excites my soul for your absence, instead saddening.

Standing the normal throughout the abnormalities,
Have been adoring its stay, this stand since,
Flames of hate covering the shades of love,
Metaphorically, people come people exit,
Like just, the ray of my light, arrives and departs.
Where the most adored, is its stay, heals my scars.


(18:40)

I know how it goes, when it goes,
From single “yes” to thousands “no more”,
Where we battle our emotions, and when it goes,
Feelings for each other, ******* on roar.

Dreamt we’ll stand inseparable, like sweet and sugar
Because of the oaths we’d sworn, when it goes,
From black and white to ups and downs,
We held it together, sighed and burnt together.

Sleepless nights we bedded, dawns we cuddled,
That those days and nights, never had waited
We would abandon them breathing and alive,
As we started to living the changes and fights.

Now, when it’s already all over, I know how it’d go,
I’ll choose no road to you, no memories of you,
I’ll remember no togetherness of ours, as
I know how it goes, when it goes to get apart.


(06:00)

Stepped into a woodland of no woods,
No woods, no green, no chirps.
I wondered, where all they’ve escaped,
Why fled and abandoned the holy abode.

Before I miss more of aliveness,
A frogga jumped from no way, tapped my toe.
I suppose, it’d be from time machine,
As sight stood solely barren!

No water around, but into its deep eyes,
Cried for water, land, green,
Chirps, woods, wild, rain.
Such grievances in two eyeballs were seen.

The untold stories, burning agonies,
It cried that all in just a sigh, and
Made me realise, it wasn’t the frogga crossing my way,
Rather was me, crossing the ever existing forest.

(16:00)

And then the dawn and dusk are everyday
Where the Sun and the Moon also in way,
As if they’re opposite bowls on a tray,

The oceans within the bound,
The exerts of wind lie in control,
Because they chose to be in accordance.

Dear child, thou need to hold that too,
That of a kind that would let thou,
Be the one, thou would never sorry.

I'll be thy silhouette,
Knitting the fairies of night and day,
Leaving scars on the path thou slay,
The pure black, not shades of grey,

Will be there in thy accordance,
Joy or mourn, wherever thou stay.

(18:50)

Not just for once, that
We face the agony of war,
A battle within oneself,
A combat of failing and falling,
And the dawn of restart.

Always, have been the fright of failure,
Which have eclipsed you, hurdled you,
No breathe, you may inhale
No light, you may heal under.

But an unfulfilled dream,
Naturally, enforced on you,
Once face your shadow,
Interrogate about its existence.

Why you fear so,
What all you can fail or loose,
And what if you fail,
Stand and find your trail.

Stop blaming, crying, moaning,
Stop living, start growing.

(07:00)

If timid, may I call myself, because never I faced any
Or so fearful I was, that I feared the consequences,
And much stubborn to act superior for many
I’m afraid, for whole of age, never had acquaintances.

Night was blur, silent, so the things were at peace
Then I heard a call hailing from window,
I presumed that one the rarest, else things were at ease
Until the rain at three feared me, out of row.

How scary the hour was in lap of silent attender
But then the soul was intrepid to face the thunder, I stepped,
Renege striking, unbearable thunders, enough for soul to surrender
No longer I could wait, I saw the devilish reason, I collapsed.

Thought, protector of seasons, perhaps would be weeping
I could gather demonic screams of squall,
At once, I looked back, wondered about body still lying
Havoc, maniac, willful was I, the peace lasted for small.

Like humans, I screamed, feared for reunion of body and soul
The never ending demon, seemed, turning my parts to *******,
Never can portray, how frightened I was in whole
Then were the fading howls, silent mourns, as it was stipple.

For sooner, I could see the fading beacon
An unlearned lad seemed waving, inviting soul to fly free,
He drew to leave an awful life beats of no reason
The rain at three, didn’t tore body and soul apart,
It was still to live, to breathe, remit was the only key.

(03:00)

Midst the galaxies, though however survival was,
Are the left, resumed lives post a gigantic doom,
Vacate was never one of wishes, nor your comeback now
Comets take long to cross, so did you in my peace’s room.

Since, the arrival been made, couldn’t figure our stay
My breathing is bit uncommon now, it’s free
Not the same to which, not just once but twice, you did slay
Hard to unwelcome, but that’s what it was vowed.

You lament, freak or burst, but now that’s my universe is,
I reside now here, in air of savage, isolation, hard
It’d be alive to return, rather joining me as dead
Go long away, go well and free, aster will never cross the way.

Beg the pardon, must have let you down,
Because self-love, is all that left and only my crown.
But darling, every comet returns, once in centuries
Glad enough, you did the same, however were the injuries.

(22:00)

Once among the horde, thou intruded into my wave of thoughts,
And left them shattered, bewildered, unanswered behind.
Walked along the moment, analyzing the existence I’d just crossed
Finding reasons, why I couldn’t halt the picture in the portrait.

Next dawn, while steps were panicking, counting stairs
Thou stood so, as the whole nature halted all at once,
Gazing could’ve healed that fine sunrise, though didn’t attempt
Heart got misplaced then only, which now surrounds you.

Now at 02:00, I figure, your simplicity is a deep abyss,
Into which, I ain’t afraid to dive, neither of the depth,
Just striking the surface threatens me,
Can’t picture now the absence of yours, that unreal world.

You being my Nightin-girl, thou start it all, thou hit the end;
Once, will settle all the entropies you’ve shivered within the soul,
Will blow the boundaries, script the histories, but some other day,
As today, like every tomorrow, I’m watching, I’m loving you.

(00:30)

If you can, hold your head when all around you,
Are giving up, losing theirs and blaming it on you,
Unless you trust yourself, when humans start doubting,
But, give allocations to their doubting too.

If you can chatter to crowds of darkness, your failure,
And continue to walk by side, without giving up
Neither foes nor loving pals can hurt you more,
May all stand beside, but none in count, none in much.

If you can give sixty seconds of unforgiving,
No more to sacrifice, free to breathe, to unfold the arms,
Then can be the light, the life, better than you're living in
Be uneven, unloved enough, to risk your beginnings.

Head denies? Listen to heart,
And soul survives, that's the salient part.

(07:00)

When started wandering away from chaos,
Your clasp was enough to tug behind,
But there was a bit of wisdom’s call too,
Now just are the memories, that could rewind.

Have headed towards the peace, the silence among the heights,
In seek of giving up all of my frights.

(23:00)

Standing in forecastle at harbor, I waited for you,
But you strolled at the Cornish, like you never knew,

Storms hit hard but I held my peace,
Till no longer could I contain, that it drowned my ship.

Now you gazed upon, but I’m far gone,
What made you vanished all this long?

(22:55)

Oh September!
You hurt me then,
You hurt me now,

Years ago, you rotted the course,
And today left is, the sore corse.

This distaste, is truly you,
Or being employed by one?

You’ve seen me weeping, dying,
Ten less than forty days, should I be waiting?

Finer are those rest elevens,
You hold, loads of aching ravens.

Next when you’ll arrive, bring me a death,
Heart has aged, need no lifeless breath.

Oh September,
I’m amassing my ember.

(02:00)

Worried, it was for endmost, the hour of depart
Crammed suitcase, escaped my zone, jumped onto her wall,
She led me in, it was 00:15, door’s creaking broke silence
It was after when, parents slept, and she gave call.

I gazed for a while, I hugged, and she got melted
Didn’t realize, it was a message, she couldn’t say,
She looked shy, hiding that prepossessing face
With whiff of hers, I followed that exciting way.

Settled herself on snug carrier, no longer could I resist,
Her inviting hands made call, Closer got shivering lips,
I offered a tender kiss, run in souls were to elevate,
I loved, the feral means of undress, it allures, and then flips.

She had expressions for her message, I stopped, I asked
With no eye contact, she whispered, ”On dates..”
The course got downhearted, saddened, being last night
Elevated soul in me, got disappointed, can’t exactly define that state.

Sooner, she cuddled me, with an immense feeling of sorry
She blamed herself for natural cause, but before her weeping,
I embraced her, secured her, showed my love over *******
I received a settled kiss, and in each other’s warm lap,
After some adorable mumbles till 4, we fulfilled our sleeping.

(04:00)

I heard their foot running, wild!
Running for a cause, I’m afraid, it was natural,
Some out of joy, and some in fright.
Rather I chose sleeping, till comes my funeral.

Then phone kept buzzing, and sore soul cried,
“Why is she calling?”
Though heart insisted, gaze out for a while,
But I couldn’t, I hated that it was raining.

And, I chose sleeping, till comes my funeral
I wondered, if rain and her call held any bond,
Perhaps, she was weeping, same like mother nature,
She called and called, I gave no response.

May be, Seven Lords were nourishing those tears,
But I too, can’t forgive those pains of mine,
Sooner I picked, but her mother answered,
“If you wish to see, for last, its her  funeral”.

Then I chose sleeping, till comes my funeral.

(01:00)

Riding to home, never realized about the path
Road taken, seemed to be long as life,
Trees running along were fast as time
Stormy was the path, finding shelter to survive.

Sooner on the edge of hell, discovered a cottage
Held by an old man, daughter standing to his side,
No doubt, they looked keened to help during demonic hour
But, I couldn't get my eyes off, while she enticed.

The night got late and dark, enough to fell asleep
While my supper, she offered him sleep
For her allured and ravished mien, I couldn't resist
Proposed my vows, without caring the steep.

Vows were promising, she looked pleased while I was on knee,
next happened the story, the dark hour, beautiful lass and me.

(02:00)

Leaves whispered, clouds thundered, I heard, it was raining
But I felt like, I was running away, and about to lift off
Want to fly high, to the heights of lonely sky,
Where there could be none of thy silhouette kept following.
Exclaimed you about the weaknesses, to be careful with my heart
But this day, I'm afraid of holding thy hands,
Now, I'm in endearment with the livings of mother nature,
They make me smile, giggle, may be it, silent hills or barren lands.
Now, as I've lifted off the remembrances of yours, thy streets
I can gaze down, the ocean of memories so deep, deep as my love,
I'm in love with the affectionate talks of residers in open air
But, I do miss yours too, and wished to relive those nights again, my dove.
Perhaps, I'll land in the world of extinction, I mean nowhere
Or may be, gravity would vanquish me, and will drown so deep,
But for you my Hon, I shall never return
Now is the alarm, after long enervate, this heart should sleep.
You may bring me dawn, feed my dusk, heal my nightmares
But the sleep will be endless, surely, you'll regret,
As now, I'm in fondness with another soul, the psyche of wisdom
Darling trust me, you've won, you've lost, the battle called love
And now, we shall unite never, because I've a keen call from roulette.

(06:00)

Long ******* of feelings, has found its defunct,
Promises were exhaled, humanly, just to fade in the air,
l'm glad to gaze, how this one ended
The blaze inside screams, has tales to be defined and read.
In the name of love, you deserted me
Mistakes were done by you, you weren't the mistake
In the name of care, you spoiled me
Spoiled as in, my soul got addicted.
The future that we held, has unknit itself
No longer, soothing chords are in sync, the ruined conversations!
You had, young ones of my hopes and dreams,
Where did I slip, in upholding the oath?
It'll take more than a life to mourn these, lying here in the grave,
And this agony makes me alive, willing to love you for centuries again.
(01:00)