Not just for once, that
We face the agony of war,
A battle within oneself,
A combat of failing and falling,
And the dawn of restart.

Always, have been the fright of failure,
Which have eclipsed you, hurdled you,
No breathe, you may inhale
No light, you may heal under.

But an unfulfilled dream,
Naturally, enforced on you,
Once face your shadow,
Interrogate about its existence.

Why you fear so,
What all you can fail or loose,
And what if you fail,
Stand and find your trail.

Stop blaming, crying, moaning,
Stop living, start growing.

(07:00)

If timid, may I call myself, because never I faced any
Or so fearful I was, that I feared the consequences,
And much stubborn to act superior for many
I’m afraid, for whole of age, never had acquaintances.

Night was blur, silent, so the things were at peace
Then I heard a call hailing from window,
I presumed that one the rarest, else things were at ease
Until the rain at three feared me, out of row.

How scary the hour was in lap of silent attender
But then the soul was intrepid to face the thunder, I stepped,
Renege striking, unbearable thunders, enough for soul to surrender
No longer I could wait, I saw the devilish reason, I collapsed.

Thought, protector of seasons, perhaps would be weeping
I could gather demonic screams of squall,
At once, I looked back, wondered about body still lying
Havoc, maniac, willful was I, the peace lasted for small.

Like humans, I screamed, feared for reunion of body and soul
The never ending demon, seemed, turning my parts to *******,
Never can portray, how frightened I was in whole
Then were the fading howls, silent mourns, as it was stipple.

For sooner, I could see the fading beacon
An unlearned lad seemed waving, inviting soul to fly free,
He drew to leave an awful life beats of no reason
The rain at three, didn’t tore body and soul apart,
It was still to live, to breathe, remit was the only key.

(03:00)

Midst the galaxies, though however survival was,
Are the left, resumed lives post a gigantic doom,
Vacate was never one of wishes, nor your comeback now
Comets take long to cross, so did you in my peace’s room.

Since, the arrival been made, couldn’t figure our stay
My breathing is bit uncommon now, it’s free
Not the same to which, not just once but twice, you did slay
Hard to unwelcome, but that’s what it was vowed.

You lament, freak or burst, but now that’s my universe is,
I reside now here, in air of savage, isolation, hard
It’d be alive to return, rather joining me as dead
Go long away, go well and free, aster will never cross the way.

Beg the pardon, must have let you down,
Because self-love, is all that left and only my crown.
But darling, every comet returns, once in centuries
Glad enough, you did the same, however were the injuries.

(22:00)

Once among the horde, thou intruded into my wave of thoughts,
And left them shattered, bewildered, unanswered behind.
Walked along the moment, analyzing the existence I’d just crossed
Finding reasons, why I couldn’t halt the picture in the portrait.

Next dawn, while steps were panicking, counting stairs
Thou stood so, as the whole nature halted all at once,
Gazing could’ve healed that fine sunrise, though didn’t attempt
Heart got misplaced then only, which now surrounds you.

Now at 02:00, I figure, your simplicity is a deep abyss,
Into which, I ain’t afraid to dive, neither of the depth,
Just striking the surface threatens me,
Can’t picture now the absence of yours, that unreal world.

You being my Nightin-girl, thou start it all, thou hit the end;
Once, will settle all the entropies you’ve shivered within the soul,
Will blow the boundaries, script the histories, but some other day,
As today, like every tomorrow, I’m watching, I’m loving you.

(00:30)

If you can, hold your head when all around you,
Are giving up, losing theirs and blaming it on you,
Unless you trust yourself, when humans start doubting,
But, give allocations to their doubting too.

If you can chatter to crowds of darkness, your failure,
And continue to walk by side, without giving up
Neither foes nor loving pals can hurt you more,
May all stand beside, but none in count, none in much.

If you can give sixty seconds of unforgiving,
No more to sacrifice, free to breathe, to unfold the arms,
Then can be the light, the life, better than you're living in
Be uneven, unloved enough, to risk your beginnings.

Head denies? Listen to heart,
And soul survives, that's the salient part.

(07:00)

When started wandering away from chaos,
Your clasp was enough to tug behind,
But there was a bit of wisdom’s call too,
Now just are the memories, that could rewind.

Have headed towards the peace, the silence among the heights,
In seek of giving up all of my frights.

(23:00)

Standing in forecastle at harbor, I waited for you,
But you strolled at the Cornish, like you never knew,

Storms hit hard but I held my peace,
Till no longer could I contain, that it drowned my ship.

Now you gazed upon, but I’m far gone,
What made you vanished all this long?

(22:55)