I couldn’t sleep
I couldn’t eat
All I could do was think about you and what you meant to me
You were in every morning coffee that I drank
You were there in every poetry that I read or wrote
You were even in the air in my lungs
You were everywhere and I still couldn’t get enough of you
I was starving for your appearance so bad that I forgot about my existence all I could think about was your presence
But u weren’t there anymore
Maybe u never were
Maybe I never was
Maybe we never were

when I saw you again today, my heart stopped, my voice was shaking and I couldn’t even say hello to you. I forgot how to breathe and didn’t even know if time ever existed. At that moment the only thing i knew was your smile, your eyes the way you were holding me, the memories that you were bringing with you. And **** if only I could tell you how much I missed you. And I missed you . But you ,You never did. Because you never really cared