He asked, how far can healing go?
I replied, until the horizon vanishes.

But we're all
fighting a
heartbroken war

They all taught us to be perfect and beautiful
What they never really taught us was self love, sorry "selfish" as they call it.
They never taught us to be confident about ourselves
Or words like dignity and imperfection
Everyone wanted us to be perfect
When they were the only one looking for faults in us
They all wanted me to be presentable by
applying layers of foundation
Just to hide my real face, which by the way was filled with tears.
Tell me how is it ever going to help us
How will I be confident in myself when I was taught to erase my faults

Those street lights
The posters, the telephone booth
All make this city so brighter than ever
The way cars honk and the way people fall in love
The restaurants and the theaters
Always with a beautiful crowd
The flashlights staring at you
The way this place shines
And the signs over the hills
Brighter and brighter as we grow old
the happiness here is souled

A poet looks for words when there are no words to say

It's like a fire or just another flame
Burning so weak inside me
Trying to live
But the hope after being gone so low
I do not know
When will I be able to
Steady myself again
There's so much ado in
Looking at the mirror
And being the best you can
Saying this too shall pass
Without having the courage to accept it

My wild roars
and
my demons fall asleep

That's it!
Nothing is wrong with him if he cries freely
And
Nothing is wrong with her if she laughs freely

At my funeral bring me lilies
Let the lights be all over the city
And don't let those teardrops roll down your cheeks
I'll be sorry for leaving you this way
But i think I'll have to go
I know you'll be happy without me
Cause I'll still be protecting your soul
Every night look at the stars and you'll see me there waving at you and replay those moments
Where you had me too
When I die close all your doors after me
Cause I don't want to hurt you further
Just remember
I will be there forever yes I will be there forever

I feel pity for myself
that i lost myself
and could not even have you

There's chaos in everything
In losing
In loving
In letting go
In gaining back

One of the things
you wanted me to
experience was the
peace of solitude

Every girl should remember
that her body is not an
amusement park
for unwilling guest

I feel blue
like I'm a crayon
you do nothing but
play with

He hugged her in a way she felt alive
He knew she was just stabbed by a knife
Her body was bleeding
His world was crumbling
Holding it all together they made it till the end

In some years what will happen
Will you cry when I die of loving you
Will you ever regret what you did to us
Or will you ever talk about me like something you miss
Will you tell her how much I loved you and how you let me down
Will you apologize to the stars every night after she's fast asleep
Will you tell your best friend that you should have given me a chance
Will you try to call my mother and apologize for hurting her only daughter every single time she tried to love you
Will you call my dad and tell him that you made his daughter's life a living grave
tell me what will you do
When I die of loving you

You've hurt me so much
I felt sorry for being there
for you

How we loose people
Will always be a mystery
How we let them
tear us is crystal clear