When I looked into your eyes I realized that sometimes forever can just be for one second

He taught me everything except how to move on

She was like
a sunflower
who looked
for the sun
even on a
rainy day

She carried the sky
in her mind
the ocean in her eyes
and the golden in her hands

You say I am not good enough for you
when you are the one who's not enough to see who I truly am

He loved her
but he was just another boy trapped in people

They tell us about
the stars that shine
But never about the
scars and the scary times

My perfection would never be able to write these poems the way my flaws do

We have lost so much in order win over perfection when it doesn't even exist
People write about perfection just because it's to hard to face what's really in front of them.

Sometimes giving up
needs more hard work
than holding on

You saw how hard I was falling in love
but you didn't catch me even then

I hate to be the one
to tell you
that I'm not the one

They call is weak
and then fear to give us the power

The wind rushes
And the bells chime
My hairs softly wave
I know that my heart is brave
But they call me weak and shattered
Just because they were the people that mattered
I lost my brave heart
To the chaos of falling apart

the rainfall on my mind
waters the flowers in my heart

Broken heart is
like a scratch
when you are stuck
with a broken mind
which is like knife stab

Your memories don't burn in my eyes now
cause his love is putting the fire in my heart out

You filled the darkness
between the stars
through you scars.
there was terrible silence
the moon ever heard.
your eyes lit up a city.
there was a weird beauty
the butterflies ever saw

He stood strong
when he decided to love me
he admired all
my broken parts,
my hideous sides,
my wildest roars
and my demons asleep.
My heart mysterious of all
and yet he found it solved

I want to un-feel everything I ever felt

Was growing up a girl hard for y'all?

His eyes shined brighter
than any galaxy ever will

Don't talk to me
if you want
but send me a song
I'll sing it to the moon

Dear beloved,
I knew you thought of me sometimes
I knew we had something
Something you couldn't explain
You wrote poems about how I hurt you
You told your mom that I made you happy
When it was the distance
that made you realise
That I wasn't the one
you would want.
You told me that I had the prettiest eyes
But were it mine that made yours cry?
I don't have an excuse not a reason.
But I can say that you deserve the world.
Dear beloved,
I am sorry that you weren't loved

You were my moonlight
when my moon was scared to shine again
my heart it said that
no more could it feel the pain
that day I fell in love with you
and wondered what would it be like
if you loved me too

She smiles
revealing a mystery
which will remain unsaid

Sometimes I pray and it reaches to krishna
Sometimes it reaches to laxmi
Sometimes I pray and it reaches to Allah
Or sometimes it even reaches to the father, the son and the holy Spirit

What happened to that sweet heart of yours
Why did became so bitter and numb
Like yesterday you were so bright
And today your so dull
I know you have risked everything
I know every second your mind is screaming
I know it's killing you
And that it's not what it could be
Just give it a thought
And know that it's worth
Do it before your world starts falling apart
I know it's still there, that sweet heart
-those sweet hearts
are often played on

Walking towards you
is more like
looking for a home
in briars and thornbushes

And you just vanished
Breaking my heart
But leaving a smile on my face

I've seen a devil in your eyes
and I've been brave to fight
it all alone

In all these years
when I tried to make
a better home for you in me
all you did was
remind me that
I was nothing more than a guesthouse
for you

Even in my wildest nightmare
you appeared as an angel

I never knew that
the cloud of love
I thought you had
was nothing more
than a bubble

How can my heart die
when it's inked in these
whites

He threw light on the world
through the window in his every scar

the hollows in our hearts were once filled with the goldest shines ever

That day,
the whole day
I danced on
the tune of his breath

Falling for you was never hard
It was more like falling down from the moon
and into the hands of a star

I saw you in the ballroom waiting at the door
Maybe she was running late
You were with your mates
How will I compete with beauty like hers

Sipping wine at the bar all alone
I was hoping you would notice me
Then you come with your head down low
She broke your heart,
she has done it before

I said can I make you a drink?
Then you smile and say yes I need it
Dances and dramas
Laugh through the trauma

Tell me will you fall in love again?
Tell me will you risk it all?
With a heart stuck in a knife
Tell me will you love me that way?

Now my mind will be in that room
Hoping I’ll be there with
I just wish that you knew
I was on my knees falling for you

You broke her walls and you did it beautifully
Now she is breaking and she is doing it beautifully

Scary that we can't see
When we think someone's
Fixing our heart
we don't know that
They're just shaping it
as they want just so they
can break it easily

When we are homeless
it's in our hearts  to
look into the devils eyes
and name it as home

Love is like a game
We are the ones who get tossed
between selection and rejection
by the people we try to love

I sat down with my mother
she asked me for a cup of coffee
we sat in the balcony
talking about life
She asked me if I was okay
I had no answer so i said yeah
she said it's mysterious
that you don't look like my flower
I finally told her
that all that's left of me
are my thorns
they tore my petals
to burn them
She said it will be okay
she said that she believed
in me more than she believed in God
I thanked her for her unconditional love
She held me close to her heart
and said that
I was enough to make my way
out of this fight
and into a lovely life

I found my calm in his chaos

A little advice for every little girl:
Never possess a
damage prone heart

Look how delicate and lady like we were taught to be
Always to be shy and never outgoing
I grew up wondering
why only boys can express their feelings
I thought it was because
they really did feel that much
But the actual reason was
boys were made to feel less
even if they did feel more
they were moulded to
believe they Didn't
I was moulded to
keep my feelings inside
Even if I can't take it
I will have to
Crying and screaming
I will have to
Which to me seems
stronger than anything else.
But THIS is just how delicate we were taught to be