In some years what will happen
Will you cry when I die of loving you
Will you ever regret what you did to us
Or will you ever talk about me like something you miss
Will you tell her how much I loved you and how you let me down
Will you apologize to the stars every night after she's fast asleep
Will you tell your best friend that you should have given me a chance
Will you try to call my mother and apologize for hurting her only daughter every single time she tried to love you
Will you call my dad and tell him that you made his daughter's life a living grave
tell me what will you do
When I die of loving you

That day when
I was attacked by my devil lovers
My own crown
Weighed me down

You were my moonlight
when my moon was scared to shine again
my heart it said that
no more could it feel the pain
that day I fell in love with you
and wondered what would it be like
if you loved me too

You remind me of
Blooming daisies,
Forest fires,
Running water
all just in one touch

I am looking for the
people who poisoned
my heart

They all taught us to be perfect and beautiful
What they never really taught us was self love, sorry "selfish" as they call it.
They never taught us to be confident about ourselves
Or words like dignity and imperfection
Everyone wanted us to be perfect
When they were the only one looking for faults in us
They all wanted me to be presentable by
applying layers of foundation
Just to hide my real face, which by the way was filled with tears.
Tell me how is it ever going to help us
How will I be confident in myself when I was taught to erase my faults

Meet me beyond the stream
Look at the glittery waves
Look at the 90s world
So calm and beautiful
Look at you with me
Look at the smiles all 'round
I want it that way now
I'm hit by 90s nostalgia
Look at the aesthetics
Turquoise and diamonds in the streets
Look at the 90s world
So calm and beautiful