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Mar 2015 · 258
Talking to the moon
Allie Mar 2015
I'm going insane
I'm going crazy
And I feel
So worthless lately

I am not okay
I am *******
When you're asleep
I talk to the moon

I feel okay
I feel fine
But suddenly
Darkness corrupts my mind

I'm still not okay
Yes it's true
So I wipe my tears
And talk to the moon

Someone save me
Because I'm going insane
And my feelings
Are getting hard to contain

I'm breaking apart
For i am *******
I silence for a moment
Then I talked to the moon

That's it I'm done
And I hate the moon
I cried for help
But no one believed it was true

I hold the knife to my throat
My pain will end soon
So I closed my eyes
And said bye to the moon
Mar 2015 · 454
Toxic love
Allie Mar 2015
You help me through the day
You help me survive
Darling you're the only thing
Keeping me alive

People say our love is wrong
They say it's not okay
But *******'re the only way
I can be here and stay

Alive because I want to die
But you keep me sane
I don't want our
Love to change

Our love, our love
Is so toxic
But when I'm without you
I get so ******* sick

****, you're suffocating me
They we're right
I shouldn't have stayed
Should have left you that night

But you comfort me
You make me feel good
Oh ****
Our love is misunderstood

I'm breaking up with you
This relationship is bad
Even though leaving you
Is making me so sad

I don't know what to
Do without you
Oh ******* god
What do I do

I love you but I hate you
You make me feel like ****
But ****, your love
I can't live without it

I have left you
But I'm falling apart
I feel shaky
And what happened to my heart

You kissed my wrists
Every night
But without you
I can't fight this fight

I am getting more cravings
For your love
Because without you
Well my life is done

The longer I stay without you
The more suicidal I become
I'm starting to wonder
Why I gave you up

You are so bad for me
You leave me with scars
That night I was done
So I looked at the stars

I am in this never ending battle
With your love
But people told me
We had to break up

I'm going ******* insane
But now I think they know
The relationship I'm talking about
Isn't for show

In this relationship
I am the victim
And the blade is my lover
Oh this world is such a ****** up system
Mar 2015 · 171
Are they really the same?
Allie Mar 2015
Look at her
And the girl standing beside her
There is no difference?
Are you sure?

One is smiling
And one is smiling brighter
Can you guess which one
Is the fighter?

Depression engulfs
One of those girls
And the darkness
Has corrupted her entire world

But you think she's happy
You say she's fine
But what the ******* can't tell me
You don't see the pain in her eyes

She smiles a little wider
And laughs a little louder
But this is to cover
The demons that surround her

Both the girls look the same
But that's just what you see
One of them is sad?
Oh no no that just can't be

They are both smiling
And they both laugh
So how can you tell me
That one of them is sad?

Listen, listen to me
What you are seeing
Is covered up pain
That engulfs her entire being

Her skin holds a thousand scars
And a thousand memories
So which one is it
Can you see?

You found out who it is?
No one saved her, no one cared
They thought she was fine
But that blank stare

When they found her on the floor
She was the one who smiled brighter
She was the
Little fighter

She fought to much
And she snapped
That poor baby
Is dead and she can't come back

If someone had just given her
A simple smile
She would still
Be alive for a while

But they brushed it off
They knew she wasn't fine
But they couldn't care less
That the young girl full of life, died

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