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Amanda Good May 2020
PART I - His Beauty

A majestic creature
With legs of four.

Half-Arabian Paint Gelding.

Muscles ripple with desire
And tremble with expectation:

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A magnificent coat
With dashes of
Luminous and opalescent white,
Coming and going,
Blending and parting,
With burnt sienna sand
planted in the Earth's core,
Shifting and swirling
Into each other,
Confident and vibrant,
Subtle and elegant,
A never changing constant
Visualization scraped across
A beautiful canvas:

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A true Medicine Hat,
Sacred and a God,
A spell of protection--
No harm can come by
No stone,
Nor arrow,
No rifle-round,
Nor lightening.
A copper tint sky adorning
Ears and poll,
A russet horizon
Leaving it's mark
Beneath a cloud foam mane,
A gentle smile tossed
In the wind.

One prized blue eye,
a vast and infinite
Sky blue,
Soft and clear.

The other eye dark
with wonder,
Full of courage and hope.

Muzzle pink and velveteen,
Each whisker
Tickling the soul.

Will branded a steel
Shield across the chest
A precious wild nature
Coloring a deep rust
Burning bright as sunrise,
Spirited and vivid,
As though in free frenzies
And blood stained wars:

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But I prefer Good 'Ol Boy:

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PART II - My Ember

His beauty outshines
anything and everything.
Slow and steady,
warm and fuzzy:

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Burn in my heart.

But Winter in Summer has come.
The cold air invades my lungs:

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My breath visible,
Brisk and empty,
Distant and bitter.
A hollow echo
Seeping into my soul.
All that he is
Is a memory...
A blurry piece of my past,
Shimmering and floating high:

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And fading away.

Little flame warm me.
An endless white sear,
For this journey ahead.
Reassure me everything
Will be fine.
Steel my resolve and continue.

No matter the distance,
I find ways for his ember
to burn bright and clear.
Art with an open heart,
Desire ethereal and beautiful,
Sweet and serene
As a kiss of fire
And wild as the wind:

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He ties my thoughts together,
Reminds me of peace.
His beauty inspires
My inner romantic--
Honey coated rhythms
Of synchronized hearts beating,
Reminds me of love.
Hooves thundering in steps unbound:

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Powerful strides of
Splendor and sleekness,
Grace playing a liberating song,
Reminds me of joy and freedom,
A future I can hold.

He is not mine,
Nor could he ever truly be.
But he is my soulmate.
My love deeply rooted,
always growing, forming, stretching,
intertwining and braiding,
cloud foam with brunette.
Always he will be
The horse of my heart:

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This winter will pass.
The Summer will shine again,
Radiant and warm,
Confident and pure,
Golden light beams dancing.
This ember will grow back
to a flame,
flickering, licking, flaying.
I know I can thank you by name:

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My imaginations slips between crevices of time. I find it hard to free the horses that come from within. Horses so visual and colorful. I've opened my mind and I am free to paint words and color of a specific painted horse, one who given the chance will charm you with his mixture of colors: some brown, some white, some pink, some blue. It may sound cliché or contrived like a broken record stuck on the same line, but my love for this horse is one of the only things getting me through this COVID Waltz. I am unable to visit him, but his memory burns bright in my heart and keeps me hopeful for the day we can be together again.
Amanda Good May 2020
Uncertainty is a
wild horse untamed--
sensations and impulses
beyond control.
Without fear or force
Cease grappling in
A futile tug-o-war
Somewhere near your
Heart for steadiness--
Embrace entropy.

Gentleness,
Forget me not
In confidence--
Release and guidance,
Partnership and reassurance--
Relax into a legacy
Of the equine
Cosmic core
Of whispers
In your ear and
Breaths on your soul.
Absorb the message
Silent in your essence,
Connect and intertwine.

Step into uncertainty,
Giving over yourself fully
In trust and bravery,
Never giving up on
time and space,
And before your eyes
******* wings
Will unfold,
beautiful and pure,
Ready to ride with
Muscles flexed,
And dirt flying,
To gallop across
The event horizon
And into the next
Epic adventure
Together as one where
There are no guarantees,
Virtually no limits,
To be expressed,
To live in purpose,
To love and be loved.
Amanda Good May 2020
Snuffles of breath
Soft and velvet,
Hoof-beats in dirt
Wild and thunderous,
Swishing of tails
Gentle and smooth,
Tinkles of irons
Faint and subtle--
All little sounds
Echoing meaning
For the ride:
My safe haven.

The experience begins
Positive and aesthetic:
One foot stepping
In the stirrup
Swinging and settling
Lightly in the saddle.
Energy thrums
Through my veins
Living the life
Of my dreams--
Healing
Sharing
Loving
Connecting
Discovering
Shining.

With absolute,
Single-minded focus
Looking up through
My horse's ears
The running thoughts
Stop silent.
Heels pushed down,
Sitting deep,
Grounds me.
Reins gripped tightly,
My hands hold
Determination and control.
Strength permeates
The effortless,
Rhythmic trot I post.

The ride gives me
confidence and self-esteem.
My once troubled
soul has now:
Peace
Poise
Hope
Courage.
The ride takes away
my breath
leaving nothing
but freedom in
ecstasy of motion.
Amanda Good May 2020
Among my herd
Minutes and hours slip by
Without me even noticing them.
My heart and mind
Guide my path
Through the Universe with
Love, gratitude, and commitment
To the present.
Contentment pulses
Within my 8lb heart
Filling the whole of
Space between
Heaven and Earth.
Looking around me
My desires are only
What appears before me:
The Spring grass,
Sweet and lush.
My gratitude is as
Boundless as the cool air.
Just swishing tails
Quiet snuffles
Of deepened breathing
Soft licking and chewing
And lowered heads
Reserved for grazing.
I am calm.
I am peaceful.
I am authentic.
I shift my heart to feel
As the world unfolds
Where my hooves are earth
And my breath is sky.
I think of it as
Mindful gratitude in flow.
I am living as satisfaction
Fills my every pore
I know not impatience
Expectation
Or regret.
I know only NOW.
In this place,
It is alright to be exactly
What you are
Who you are
Where you are.
Equus ferus caballus.
A horse.
Right here.

— The End —