you say I'm emo
just because I wear black a lot.
You say I am a queer
because I give my best friend a hug, and he just happens to be a guy.
You think I cut
just because I have scars on my wrist.
Truth is,
none of the stuff you say is true.
See, emo has become a fad.
Everyone wants to have attention.
But us "real emos" will tell you that its no fun.
I can't...we can't control when we are happy and sad,
glad and mad.
Its a ****** feeling.
I do not wear black because I worship Satan,
I wear black because it fits me
I do not wear my band shirts to be cool,
I wear them because they represent who I am.
I do not listen to rock music because I have problems,
I listen to it because the screaming helps my blood flow.
I don't expect you to know what it's like to truly be
emo
The only time you say that word,
the only time you say us
is when you make fun of us.
My hair is not long just to cover my face,
my hair is long because I like it that way.
You expect us to be like you,
but yet you rob us of our happienes.
Well,
who the **** are you to call me emo?
huh?
What do you truly know about depression.
Because your idea of depression is when you get grounded,
and my idea of depression is when I hold a blade to my neck.
You think depression is just tears,
but nope.
Its painful,
draining,
almost numbing.
This isn't even the start.
Do not call me emo,
because of what you think
because you will never know me
I won't let you get to know me
because I don't want that pain.
You are a ******
and one of the reasons why
I'm emo
Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 11:55 AM UTC
i hear a sound
i pull my blank over my head
i think to myself the monsters will get me
then mother walks in with a light
she shows me there's nothing there
its all in my head
7 years later
i sit in the back of the classroom
i pull my hoodie over my head
i sit in silents
kids through things at me
calls me names
push me around
and i think to myself
were's mother when i need her to scare away the monsters
Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 11:55 AM UTC
the world is mine to see it as i please
for i was not born just for my parents to have a child
but i was born to tell my story
when i was little i would look at this world and think
its so pure
this world spins completely around in 24 hours
this world spins completely around the sun in 365 days
and yet 9 years later it only felt like 1
i learnd that this world is far from being pure
it juges you
watches your every move
its a cruel, heartless and greedy place
were told be yourself
be different
but most importly were told dont change for anyone
my did i learn that's all a lie
you act like yourself and you get chewed up and are spit out
the smallest things are life changing
that little girl with golden hair
her front teeth missing cause the tooth fairy came the night before
she looks up to me with her blues eyes sparkling
and a smile on her face and tells me
don't look down
look up
don't be sad be glad
be the princess in your kingdom
never lose hope
never forget who your suppose to be
as i think to myself i say
this little girl knows more kindness
then most people know in one finger
but i was stopped in my thoughts
for this little girl pulled a simple little purple crown
i know its not much but i made it for you
i have to go but remember stay yourself
from that moment on i know not only know that this world is a cruel place
but this world has people that are kind and caring
and keep this world pure in there own eyes
they had a story to be told
at that moment i know at that
i was going to change lives
simply giving a gift
or tell someone i appreciate you
can make a difference in this world
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 12:37 PM UTC
today came way to soon
and i wish i had time
we put you out of your pain
but now we are in pain
you will be missed boo
and i promise to see you every day
you will be in the back yard
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 1:42 PM UTC
Before she was moody
Any day I would take you in again
Big body and small head
Young
Before she looked like a turkey
Only under the shed
Only dad could train her
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 1:42 PM UTC
Baby boo
Why do you have to go
You are a sweat cat
I dont want you to go
You are so young
But you dont even know
What's going on
You are a very special cat
And I'm glad I gave you home
If I could I would take the cancer
But when you do go please
Tell you brother pumpkin
I said hi and that I love him
At least you'll be together again
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 1:42 PM UTC
You take many lives way to soon
And you cause so much pain
You cause people to be sad and cry
You would think
With how much money has been put
To find a way to get rid of it
It would be gone
Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 8:57 PM UTC
I like different things than you
I have different friends than you
I dont want to be popular like you
So dont pick on me
Dont laugh at me
Because I am me
And you can't change it
This is my life
And I'll do as I please
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 2:58 PM UTC
Time and time again I'll tell you to leave me alone
But you just stay there
Time and time again I tell you to stop picking on me
But you just keep at
Time and time again I say something to you
But you won't listen
I'm tried of asking time and time again
Because now I'm not going to ask time and time again
I'm going to take care of it the first time
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 2:48 PM UTC
We go over the same stuff in school for years
What's the point
We already know this
Teacher tell us to say awake
But how can you went you already know the stuff
Maybe if we didn't go over the same thing over and over again
We would have less years in school
May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 8:42 AM UTC