You violate me with your delicious tenture,
licking my soul with your words,
making my skin tingle with the anticipation of your thoughts,
******* me with your mind,
twisted obscurity in an ******** delight,
the cardinal remnants left trickling down my legs
breathing obscenities in a heterophonic haze
Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 12:52 PM UTC
Staring into the distance through a misty window,
hours maybe days, a timeless moment,
I thought I could see her face,
somewhere out in the rain soaked darkness
how much longer must she make me wait?
tip toeing through the whispers and shadows
drowning in these memories and tears.
Dec 24, 2014
Dec 24, 2014 at 10:49 AM UTC
How can I forget
When memories are glue
A perfect moment in a late night
That still draws me to you
In the background of the mind
I see with different eyes
Though in the spotlight of thought
I remember what underlies
On the surface nothing's real
To fool yourself is to be a fool
I long for divine truth
In a place that can be so cruel
And I'm still taken back
The warmth of a soul and cool of a room
Pitch black with an empty audience
Left with certainty, confusion, and overwhelming gloom
Dec 21, 2014
Dec 21, 2014 at 9:15 PM UTC
Unexplainable sadness
And tears that have no cause
I wish life had a fast forward
And wasn't stuck in pause.
Life at its worst
And sorrow at the max
There is nothing left to do
Yet i cannot relax
Why is it that I cry
When i should be full of joy
And why is that i can't trust?
But i long to trust this boy.
Dec 21, 2014
Dec 21, 2014 at 9:15 PM UTC
Rammed into an ill fitting life
like a cheap suit,
bursting it's seams,
it's ripped open fabric falling to the floor,
like the tears that flow from my eye's.
So here I stand, naked,
no more clothes left on the rail,
no vestiture to hide my shame,
just the coitus interruptus,
as the day slips out of my soul.
Dec 13, 2014
Dec 13, 2014 at 7:27 PM UTC
We are the ones who paint with words
thoughts and feelings soaring like birds,
horrors, dreams and things of the night
indelibly scribed for your delight
furrowed brows are forced to think
in pastel shades and jet black ink
scrawled in haste in an hour of need
raw nerves scraped until they bleed,
there is no cure or magic pill
we lost our freedom to the quill
slicing our souls down to the bone
to leave a legacy carved in stone.
Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 3:36 PM UTC
I knew you were a mess
You told me so
But I still came close
You were like a puzzle, that I wanted to fix
But you warned me
There was a missing piece
You said you had sharp edges
I said I was attracted to those
With dripping blood
You said your mind was dark
And still I tried to enter
But I think I went in too deep
Darkness consumed me
And in the end
I could never be your missing piece
Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 2:39 PM UTC
Empty,
no hunger,
depression,
have to eat,
fill the emptiness,
throw up,
eat again,
throw up,
nothing fills,
only the pills.
Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 2:36 PM UTC
Can you ever stop
doing what
you do?
Making me smile-
replacing my
blue.
Making the stars swirl-
even if they don't
want to.
Making my heart
scream the name that
belongs to you.
Loving you was the
hardest choice to
make.
Even though I knew
my heart was to
break.
And even after all those times
convincing myself that
my love you wouldn't take,
I can never stop.
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 12:27 PM UTC
I can’t sleep,
I can’t drink,
got to see a man tonight,
shivers and shakes,
imaginary snakes,
walls closing in,
heads in a spin,
body in pain,
always the same,
I've got a need,
a powerful need.
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 12:26 PM UTC