Is this more than you bargained for?
Was I too much of an explosion?
Too risky an adventure?
You should have known
I would be too much
For your weak hands to handle
I have an entire universe within me
Warm summer days
A serene ocean breeze
And stunning sunsets
But I also carry
The weight of the night
The loneliness of the moon
And the ache of a storm
What I'm saying is
I hold the beauty
And I'm worth the chaos
You're just too small for it
Jan 2, 2019
Jan 2, 2019 at 7:22 PM UTC
Someday when you wake up
My memory will be so overwhelming
That you will feel me everywhere
In your morning cup of coffee
As you´re stuck in the oncoming traffic
Wandering through empty streets
And in the bruises I left under your skin
You will realize
How much you miss my lips
And my eyes will haunt your dreams
The emptiness inside of you
Will be suffocating
And you will feel the hands of my ghost
Around your neck
Aug 4, 2017
Aug 4, 2017 at 6:46 AM UTC
I want to be
The holy sin
Across your unmade bed
Tangled sheets,
Under hidden skies
Forbidden moments of synchronicity
Exchanged between us
And your heaven-like lips
A devilish prayer
With god in our moans
*While your hands say **** religion*
Jul 31, 2017
Jul 31, 2017 at 11:41 PM UTC
There are hidden worlds
Inside the cosmos of your existence
And I've fallen in love
With each and every one
I saw them,
Inside the constellations of your eyes
I felt them,
On the taste of your lips
It was like waging war on heaven
I swear the back of a car
Had never felt so poetic
You made it feel
As if sunlight were kissing my neck
While the night grabbed my waist
And the moonlight sang to us
Jul 30, 2017
Jul 30, 2017 at 5:17 PM UTC
You always think you are over it, until you see him again, with another girl in his arms. And you're brought back to every time he said "I love you" and to the day he said "Maybe we're better off without". Accompanied by the feeling of never being good enough and always trying too hard.
Jul 30, 2017
Jul 30, 2017 at 2:44 AM UTC
now we're in the backseat,
and my stomachs turning.
maybe i just want people in my life
in an un-romantic way.
i like to get under their skin,
and steal their souls story.
i love how everyone is different,
and i can't hate a single thing,
because it makes them human;
the girls who steal bikes at midnight,
and the guys who offer their apartment
out at night.
i find myself in the wrong crowd,
i find myself in these situations,
in the backseat,
with someone who's speaks a
language far from consent
and it's all desperation.
his hands on my neck,
and there's no attraction,
physically.
mentally he has a way of making
my head spin faster than the
alchohol,
and i'm not sure if i'm
kissing him sober,
or if the night itself is drunk,
and i'm waiting for the sun to shine
a light on my mistakes,
as it always does.
i take their stories, they take mine,
but i'm not sure what part of it's true.
the girl in the backseat,
the girl shaking,
the rigid lips and bites.
maybe we won't speak,
maybe he'll lecture me again,
for using my body as a token
to pay my way.
love is an expensive thing.
Jul 30, 2017
Jul 30, 2017 at 2:10 AM UTC
I fell in love with his mind
Even though it was not romantic
But rather raw and unforgiving
There was nothing sweet in his eyes
Or in the way he looked at me
They weren't filled with honey
But with something rather deep
That kind of resembled whiskey
I could never decide
If it was god on his lips
Or the devil in his smile
I just know I craved it
Unreservedly
His fingertips across my skin
His lips against my neck
And the heart shaped bruises
He left there
Were almost a toxic combination
Like raging fire
Only non consuming
But rather devouring
Jun 26, 2015
Jun 26, 2015 at 10:12 AM UTC
He will lift you
Rapidly
Into the clouds
Making it feel like fate
As if the clouds
Were really going to hold you
Up there with him
Silly you
People like him
Aren't supposed to stay
They’re made to drift and wander
And when they move on
You can bet you’ll feel
Every **** second from that fall
And you’ll wonder all the way
Why the **** you let him take you up that high
When you’re afraid of heights
Every second will feel
Both extremely fast and eternal
And believe me
You will wish for it to end
To hit the ground
Even if you dread the pain
That’ll come when you do
You’d rather feel everything
So that it may break
Even the last piece of you
That has been tainted by him
But you’ll wish for the eternity in seconds too
Just so you can keep holding on
To a last piece of him
Something that says,
"Even if only for a minute, I was with you, and you won’t forget"
Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 11:56 PM UTC
Do not fall in love with the girl who writes
Unless you want to know hell first hand
She'll make you burn and bring you to ashes
And the worst part is
You won't mind burning at all
She's allergic to routine
Impossible to decipher
Something she takes as a compliment
She's June mornings and December nights
A rare mixture of sins and innocence
And impossible in every possible way
She's the type of girl you'll never forget
And you wont even want to
It'll be a roller coaster
You'll have sunny days laying on the beach
And others were the sea will drown you
You'll feel invincible
As if you have it all
Because you have her
Until she leaves
Without saying why
Or even goodbye
Her departure is something you'll never get over
Her smile will haunt you every day
You'll wake up from nightmares from the day she left
Screaming her name at 4 am
With the echo of her loss
Still resonating through your bedroom walls
But you'll still believe they are dreams
Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 12:02 AM UTC
I miss the sound of his laugh
And being the reason for his smile
Not him
I miss his 3am texts
And midnight eyes
Not him
I miss how his kiss tasted like an explosion
And how his arms felt like home
Not him
I miss the sound of my name coming from his lips
And how he said I love you
But I don't miss loving him
Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 12:23 PM UTC